How much longer?

I miss having fun :)

I woke up at 6 today. Gotta be in school at 8, pw meeting, like i mentioned earlier.

Okay so this morning i decided to look through my photos & i can't wait to go back to Jakarta to have fun.

Especially when the first day i take a step there would be on a special day.
(hint hint wink wink nudge nudge!)

WOOHOOOO :O

*Throws confetti*

I'm reaaaaaaallly reeaaallyyyy happy today!

(Even though the paper didn't go that well)

But on the bright side, its already over. So that's one less thing to worry about.

Well first i was really happy because...........

In the morning i went to school with Edwin. Its the first time you know, so yay! Thats a very happy me going to school, which is quite rare.

And he woke up early just for me :)

(Awwwwwwww...)

HAHHAHA i also stole his aura so that i might do well for chinese. Looks like i didn't get enough, cos like i said, it was pretty hard.

But nevermind that, i have faith in myself! I can get my B!!!

After that we were doing abit of PW. Our presentation's on monday! OMG scary. And finally, our music for the video clip we made is approved. I still have to make changes to some pictures though.

Then after Bee went off Morg started talking lots of crap, which included an exact impersonation of the way Mr Goh speaks. It really sounded like him O___O Well we all thought he's like that today because of the sugar rush.

Oh and i came home and turned on the computer.

&pops skyped me.

Dad: hello ... who is that
Me: the coolest girl on earth
Dad: how is your exam (I think by this he already knew who i was)

HAHHAHA. So not fun :(((((((((((((((((((((((((

Anyway, tomorrow we're going to meet at 8am to practise&practise. Because practice makes perfect. Nevermind the fact that there's no perfection. We're going to be good. Really good :)

Ok i shall get to work now, got quite abit of editing to do.

Sidetracking a little, its Halloween tomorrow! YAYYYYY the real partying will begin.

Oh and another reason to party! That is, this is my 400th post! :O

Toodles.

Happy pill

Hello hello can you see that i've changed my layout yet again?

(Well obviously)

Anyway this was the product of being bored in the afternoon.

& this layout here took me 4 hours to make.

(I know, omg!)

Well its because i made it from scratch. And it took A LONG TIME to draw the curvy lines in.

Now that its completed, woooo i feel a sense of satisfaction.

More layouts to come this holidays. YAYYY! & then i'll upload them to blogskins.com :)

Doesn't this colour scheme remind you of sunset? :)

GASPPP for air.

Oooh lookie! GASPPPPP :O

Thats my mummy, on the left!

All glammed up!! :)

That is her, attending a masquerade ball in Indo recently. Oh, and this is while she's at work. Wait no! This IS her work.

Awesome stuffs. Next time i'll go take over her. HEHHEHEHHE.

***

Okay that aside. I think i'm quite prepared for chinese already. I mean, i know what i gotta know & i won't be worrying and cramming last minute stuff cos it wouldn't do me any good.

So, for a change, i'm just going to just chill for today.

Then tomorrow, its to the battlefield!

Anyway i'm feeling a little queasy.

I really went to burn my textbook and eat it up*. Or else how did you think i would be prepared already?! Nat always does last minute work and now she's prepared? W-O-W!

And you know what, it was delicious. YUM YUM! d('-'")b

I think you should try it too. It had a strange but nice smoky flavour to it.

Mmmmmmm...

* This scene was real in the mind of the writer. She has since been put back on medication.

I actually got this idea while reading Phin Wong's article on the newspaper :)

K gotta chill, bye :)

I need chocolate

Firstly, Happy birthday Morg!

We celebrated it yesterday for him. Even gave him a surprise water bomb attack. And i think he was taken aback. No no. Thats not the right word. Its more of awkwardness! (Inside joke

AHHAHHA I'm happy it turned out well. Cos when we were all planning it like about 15 minutes before it seemed like a mess.

Then Bee & i went to get his cake while the others continued with the water bombing.

Surprise surprise! :)

After that, it was lunch @ Fish&Co. Then it was back to PW. Serious business. Ok it wasn't that serious but we kept on rehearsing our presentations.

& we never fail to take pictures everytime we meet. Its just that i haven't took it all from Bee yet. Somehow msn sends it soo slow and my sharing folder doesn't work. Sadsad :(

Woah woah birthday boy act cool! HAHHAAHAH XD

Yay. And you know what else else? (Yes, i did intend to put two 'else's)

They're all getting good at presenting! Esp Bee & Morg & WC they improved ALOTTTT! I'm so happyy. Which means if they're getting better, i shouldn't be complacent and i need more practice.

I know its possible for us all to get Exceeding Expectations as a grade! :)

Then, after our presentation on monday. We shall go celebrate ok? Like, eat some fast food to hawker food to sushi to dim sum and to snacks (HAAAA! Opps it looks like i've memorised someone's script by accident :P) Actually i think we'll be watching HSM 3! YAYYYY :D

***

Besides devoting my time to pw i also have been doing tons of chinese.

I know i can get a B i know i can get a B i know i can get a B i know i can get a B!!!!

(Trying to be positive here ok!)

& this thursday's already the exam.

Like, omg!!! I didn't expect it to come so soon though.

But i'm quite prepared already. Just need a little more memorising and i'm done! :)

***

Today, a rather unfortunate incident happened too.

Which made me really relieved that i'm getting out of the school pretty soon.

Like, seriously O_________O

I shall not dwell on it any longer.

I'm just glad i won't have to put up with it for another year.

***

I've got sudden cravings to eat alot alot alot of chocolate or whatever sweet stuffs!!

Hmmm, but why? :/

Gahhh, i shall go have a shower now. I've already been at school for the entire day!

Then at night i'm going to take my chinese textbook and sleep with it.

HAHAHHA no, just kidding. I'll just burn it and swallow its ashes.

WOOHOOOO! :D

like an empty bottle-me.

As usual, i went to church in the morning.

Lots of things that i've learnt that really impacted me!

You cannot imagine how. Its between God and me :)

Woohoo how cool is that huh?

Then after that we lunched at Orchard. And i'm really started to hate crowded places. I mean, its really irritating when you get pushed around and all that. I CANNOT imagine how, if next time, i've to go to school in the morning in a crowded train. Oh, i'd hate that to the max.

Or maybe... I'd get a car :O

Okay. That was impossible.

But maybe i'd go get a travel buddy to meet everyday to go to school (by school i mean poly) HAHHAHAHHA. Anyone interested? ;)

Today i still don't have the mood. It was like yesterday. And pw yesterday wasn't that good too. Cos everyone had no mood too. I left earlier, like always, just to have dinner at home :) So ya, i'd forever be the first to go. Having dinner at home is best i think. Heh.

Then i also designed more stuff for pw. That one made me feel really good. Its the sense of accomplishment i guess. Although its a little tedious, as always.. It made me happy. And no, this time i won't show you guys how it looks like. Its a hush hush, just in case something happens...

Right now, i don't even have the mood to play. Not to mention studying chinese? 3 days left to prepare myself. I know i'll be ready by then. Maybe after some dinner i'd go study. It always helps to fill up your stomach first before doing anything else.

Tomorrow's a public holiday. And our group's gonna meet up again. This time i am sure, it WILL be fun. We're having something up our sleeves. Thats why :) So i hope it'll all work out the way we wanted it to be.

Oh on this friday would be Halloween! Should i go? Hmmm... Maybe i will go, but not dressing up and going trick or treating i think. Just going to walk around and have some fun. That would be a good idea wouldn't it? Not trick or treating means i'd be missing out on a whole lot of candy. As you can see below HAHHAHHA :O



Now i feeling so... Arghhh! i don't even know how to describe it :(

OH YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I also feel like cutting my hair!!!!!!!!!

My current hairstyle is sooo... Messed up.. Urghhhhhhhhhhh.

Well i really really feel like cutting it all short. And without layering it, so it'll be thicker and better looking i guess.

But i'm not cutting it now though, waiting till i get back to Jakarta and let my uncle cut. He's the pro at this. Hehhehe. Maybe dye a little here and there, and viola. I'd look awesome! Wooo i cannot wait for my holiday~

Now, i can't wait for chinese&pw to be over.

I don't know what i'm talking about alrdy.

Clearly, i'm not in any mood to do anything :(

Omg, for the 1,928,276th time.

Well okay. My morning didn't turn out fine.

In fact, it was horrible. Maybe even HELLL.

I shall now attempt to describe.

And i have to say this. What i'm about to describe is definitely a major understatement to the real pain i faced.

First i had cramps. You know, the monthly thing. That one i was okay with it. Like, cos i get it every month so ya.

But then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a stomachache too.

And so, when you put the both of them TOGETHER, you almost can imagine what happens next.

***

I was rolling around like mad.

Almost screaming my head off.

Feeling that it was never going to end.

"Someone call the ambulance?" was what i was thinking.

The pain was like getting squeezed like.. a lemon? :/

For a while the pain went away... And then it came back.

That happened over and over and over again for i-don't-know-how-long.

No exaggeration here. I actually think i'm understating.

***

And i also felt really really bad.

Because i was supposed to meet Joel at 7 to pass him my notes.

But i couldn't get out of bed so i didn't.

I feel really bad.

But i'll make it up :)

***

So i didn't go to school (which i was really looking forward to, just so you know)

And i stayed home, resting on the cushion for practically the whole day.

I also studied chinese :)

But it was VERY VERY BORING!

Tomorrow i have pw group meeting at 8am. Gotta wake up really early. And the thing is, i hope i won't have any cramps or whatsoever.

No, i definitely won't!

Yay. Let me now end with a positive note then.

I'm already feeling much much better (though i still have mild pain) But i have a heat pack resting on my stomach for better comfort :D

& now my parents agreed to let me go to poly. Best news evrr today!! (even though my dad didn't directly agree but i know he agrees)

I know that i know, pw's gonna be FUN tomorrow :)

And oh! How many pw groups do you know.. That got pretty close and even set up a blog? :) Well, proud to announce that its MY group. Hehehehe. They are awesome! You know, i almost teared when i read the posts. I'm really going to miss you guys!!

PS. I'm lovin the layout.

Like streams, it flows.

I'm going through a lot right now.

& I think that IS an understatement.

I suggest you stop reading here.

You definitely won't understand, cos it is very personal.

***

I need to trust Him with all of my heart, to not lean on my own understanding.
As long as i acknowledge Him in all of my ways, He shall direct my path.

Everything has a reason. I will know, someday.

Right now, i need to focus all of my energy on Chinese, and PW.

***

Somehow, deep down inside, i know i know and i just know pops will listen to me.

I feel very very relieved mum's on my side right now. Though i miss her REALLY much, and i want to talk to her in person, i can't.

I know i'm letting them down.

But i really have to do this,

NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.

Else, i'd be regretting for my ENTIRE life.

I'm making no mistake about it.

***

At times i wonder why God placed me here, in jc.

And i figured out why.

Now, i can move on, the entire year wasn't a waste.

Literally yes i have actually wasted a year, but in another way, i have gained stuff that's supposed to be with me for the rest of my life. So what's a year compared to that?

***

Alright i really should be studying my chinese and chionging it right now.

I have determination on my side.

I believe i can get a B!

Afterall, God does miracles, don't you agree? :)

OMGGGGG

LOOOK AT THE TIME NOWWWWW!

5.30 am!!!!

& I'm already awake.

I accidentally woke up too early and went to bath.

I didn't see the clock, i thought i'd be late.

=.=

Now i AM sleepy. But i can't fall back asleep.

Oh my goodness

:(

***

By the way, my results were pretty bad, like i "predicted" if you know what i mean. If you don't then nevermind.

H2 Maths - S
H2 Chemistry - U
H2 Economics - U
H1 History - B YAY YAY YAY! :D
Chinese - C
GP - E!!!!! :((((

I really really want to go to POLY!

Dad's having his second thoughts.

How how how?!?!?!

Sighhhhh.

Yum yumz d("-")b

d("-")b YUM YUMMMMM!

Hahhaha isn't that cool. Its like our pw thing. Oh yeah, i think once again, everyone did great in today's presentation. Yay!

And FINALLYYYYYY the slides are good. I'm happy.

PS. Bee you mustn't think negative. I know you can do it :)

In fact, we all can!

***

And you know what. Tomorrow we're all going to get back our papers - the results i mean (but i'm not scared at all cos it won't really matter that much)

Nevertheless, i'm still very curious on how many marks i'll be getting.

Aiya, now i don't know what to blog about you know.

I'm like having no life!! Apart from meeting with my pw group and having tons of fun with them.

So now mostly my posts are about pw pw pw and how fun it is.

Remember last time when i used to say i hate pw?

Ironic isn't it?

I guess magic happens when we all started to meet up more often and got to know more about one another.

I used to think that i could leave JC without actually really really missing anyone.

But now its different! I'm really really going to miss everyone. Especially... Yeah, you guessed it. My dear pw group! :)

Okay okay. Now suddenly the atmosphere is like, so sentimental.

I'm getting a little tired too. Might be turning in soon :)

Good night!

d("-")b

Beezee.

Busy, busy, very very busy!

Chinese A Levels next thursday!

PW's OP exam in two weeks!

OMG wish me luck pleasepleaseplease.

PS. My PW group is awesomely fizzle shizzle :DD

I.CANT.WAIT.

I WANT TO GO ON HOLIDAY NOW RIGHT NOWWWWW!

:(

I can't wait.

To relax, eat, shop till we all drop & enjoy pretty sceneries!

So, i'm going to save save save so that i can buy tons of things. I'm going there with one luggage. Who knows how many we're coming back with? Maybe 4? :)

For now, its pwchinesepwchinesepw and nothing else.

Someone please hit the fast forward button.

Bad turned good

You know what for the past weekend i've been wasting my youth on PW's OP preparation. We had be ready by tuesday, which is, today!

We weren't really ready, but we had lotss of fun preparing for it. Like, NO STRESS! :)

Especially yesterday! HAHAHA! Damn fun you know.

And i think our efforts paid off. Personally, i think my group did great!

YAY I LOVE THEM TO BITS! :D
(Lots of awkwardness, Sia-mi-ing, OooOo-ing + inside jokes HAHAHAHAH)

As a result of all that hardcore PW-ing, it made me REALLY REALLY TIRED!

I even fell asleep during GP today!

So i'm really going to sleep early today. Its a must.

***

Mr Goh also told me that i passed maths. MATHHHSSSS! Ain't that crazy? And i only thought that would happen in my wildest dreams. If you didn't know, i finished the 3 hour paper in an hour or so. HAHAAHHAHHA.

But i don't care about promoting or not. But promoting would definitely gain me some time to spend it with my dear classmates, right?

So, everyone must promote kay i shall be praying for ya'll.

K i'll update some other time. I can't think straight now.

Gonna zonk out real soon..... BYE :D

Getaway

My tickets are booked.

I'm leaving Singapore for Jakarta on 2nd Dec in the afternoon. (Special day)

Will be back on 18th Dec.

With that i'll be in Bali from 7th to 12th

:D

Lifted high

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

PW's Written report handed up.

Like, finally can?! After many nights of staying awake till late and soo many drafts until i got sick of editing.

Even before handing it up we still met with complications and last minute problems.

But its no more now.

Heh, if you ask me, i feel great!

I still have an Oral presentation (OP) to handle. Its one tough cookie. But i can do it!

I'm working hard for chinese too you know, i just finished a compo. And tomorrow i'm going to stay back with teacher and classmates to revise chinese i think. It'd better pay off!

Today i'm just feeling really exhausted.

I'll tell you what took my energy away.

First, it was the fact that i've not had enough sleep since monday night.

Second, PW was frustrating. So the final submission gotta be perfect.

Third, i spent the afternoon helping mummy prepare 100+ cakes for her party (pot luck)

Last, spent a great deal of time & effort with chinese compo.

So as you can see, with all that its hard NOT to feel tired eh?

The weeks to come are going to be tougher.

I can do it! :)

K i'm gonna do my usual "i'm going to bed now"

Good night!

PS. There you go nut, i've updated :D

It doesn't get any better

On the bright side, i managed to finish Eclipse in a day.

By the way, i woke up at 3am just to finish it.

Call me nutty :D

& today i just started with Breaking Dawn, 700+ pages! Impossible to finish up by today, especially with school and PW to do.

Maybe i'd wake up early in the morning again to read, when edi and jes wakes up to study, yes.

Oh and and and! I passed my chinese promo papers!!!!!

LIKE OMGZGXGX!

I got a C, hitting my target. Sweeeet. But i was only 1.2 marks away from a B!!! :(

Maybe i should amend my A Level target? Hmmmm...

Now i've just did a little of PW. Though its some light work, but the final submission's on thursday already. I feel.. so frustrated with the whole thing. Pek cek you know. Its like, really, i've had enough.

Tomorrow i learn how to bake bread yay! :)

K its like so darn late now. (Usual sleeping time's at 10) 

I think i'm going to K.O.

So imma hit the sack now.

Twilight

When you can live forever, what do you live for?

Cobalt blue

The things that made it to my hate list

# Having school on tuesdays to end at 5pm!!!!
# Wanted to buy Eclipse but it all sold out everywhere!!!

:(

I actually had plans for tomorrow. Then when i saw the timetable, i zoomed in on tuesday, then... my jaw dropped.

ARGHHHHHHH! 5pm 5pm 5pm T__________________________T

Then after school i thought i could happily buy Eclipse. But its still not in stock. Still, i bought Breaking Dawn (before it started to sell out too) By the way, i'm talking about the Twilight series that i got crazy about. The above mentioned are the 3rd and last books respectively, to the whole saga. I'm soo tempted to read the last book now, which i just bought. Grrrrrr... I went to many places to look for it. And it just wasn't there. Oh, how my heart broke :(

ECLIPSE BETTER BE OUT WHEN I WANT TO BUY IT!!!

& oh, the movie would only be released on Dec 18 here. Meaning, i'll watch it when i come back from Jakarta yay! :D

On the bright side, i end early on monday, wednesday and thursday. So.. it isn't that bad i guess. I'm only making such a fuss cos i had plans for tomorrow! On TUESDAY!

I also made new friends during the photography enrichment thingy we had today, how cool was that?! It was pretty boring, the part where the teacher talked. But we did take a lot of pictures though, and its fun.

I'm going to take a nap right now.

I've got plans for tonight, which is, to stay up all night.

Hmm, if you ask me what i'm going to do, lets just say its for me to know and for you to find out. Hah. Okay no, i'm going to say.

I'm going to stay up reading Eclipse (edi borrowed it from a friend)

And i don't care whether i'll stay awake for tomorrow.

I'd do anything to read it, even if its staying up alone at night.

Which happens to be one of my greatest fears.

See the sacrifice there? HAHHAHHA.

K bye :)

Palace

Is the grass always greener on the other side?

School's a bore & chore

School was boring, like i told you yesterday.

But i did get some fun & laughing (after a long time) with huda, rani& kester while we ponned the talks. I ponned cos it really didn't matter to me.

Afterall, i know what i want :)

But in the end, we did go for it for the last hour of it. Its a three hour talk, by the way.

Then after that, i went to meet Shi Hui at lot 1. LIKE FINALLY CAN?!! Hmm, we spent a couple of hours just sitting and talking then i decided to go home.

COS MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHING! Especially my neck!

& i thought i didn't sleep well last night.

But its all thanks to the skipping yesterday.

How awesome! :(

But this just shows how much i didn't exercise. Or maybe because we all didn't warm up or did any stretching. Grr.. I hope it goes away soon.

Anyway, TGIF! (Thank God Its Friday) If you didn't know.

Cos tomorrow there's no school. Wheeeeeeeee~

It looks like i've already done quite a number of things i've wanted to do.

Remember my list?

Spend loads&more time with e.
Cook for e (still haven't fulfilled promise since eons ago)
Go watch movies with whoever that wants to go with me.
Go out with shi hui and/or yiling.
Shopping for dresses&backpack? (Hmm) (Next mon/tues)
Clear up my tables of ALL the papers and chuck them away.
Learn ADVANCED Jap!
Eat Kushin-Bo with mummy&thekids (MUST)
Bake more diff types of cookies/shortbreak/pie (Next wednesday!)
Buy a 2000 piece puzzle and fix within a week. Or two.
Catch up with sec school friends. (Nov 8 outing)
Watch more tv. I mean, SPAM more tv! (i'm a tv addict)
Watch GG/Reborn online.
Wait for hair to grow, then SNIP SNIP (again!)
Find nice books to read.
MAKE A LAYOUT FOR BLOG (Dying to do this!)
Thread eyebrows.
To Haato for ice-cream.
To Decoder's for games.
Get a manicure.

Those crossed out, are obviously done :)

***

I give you an exciting piece of news edi told me yesterday.

Twilight - the movie, is going to come out soon!

Like, 21 November 2008 is the release date for North America.

YAY YAY YAY! I'm soo happy.

I'd definitely drag E out to watch it with me. I said drag cos there's no choice. Its a MUST. Mwahhahhahhahaha! :)

& i hope know it will be released here before i fly off to Jakarta.

So like that i can watch it with E, there's no running away :)

Hehehehehe.

I haven't finished reading the book yet, so i shall get back to it right now.

Ta ta~

Things fall into their places

Hmm, my day yesterday was the best and yet the worst.

I know i know, contradictory right?

But seriously, how can your day get any better, after you're having so much fun, all you want to do is to get home.

And then you find out the horrid truth that.....



































You have no key & you're locked outta the house.

Great.

That's what precisely happened to me, to us i mean. Yesterday.

Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh. Thank goodness for e& kelly though :)

It wasn't my first time too. I'm just hoping it won't happen again, i'll keep my fingers crossed.

Anyway, i went to the Istana yesterday. Open house. I like it there. Very pretty, and we took tons of pictures. I'll upload it soon, i guess.

Today, school wasn't really school. We did some games day thing. Apparently i got signed up for some group skipping rope event. I have to say its quite tiring. Skipped a total of 148 times. Which meant that the whole group has to jump over the rope before it can actually get counted. It was frustrating at first, but we got better. 148 is good.

Then i got out of school at 12.30 with honey&noelle :D

Well and for this week i also watched two movies. House Bunny & Mamma Mia. Both were okay i think. Not too bad, but not too good either.

Tomorrow we're going to have this career seminar. In my opinion its stupid because i already know what i want to do. So i'm bringing my book. Well, edi's to be exact, to read while the talk is going on. You know.. Just in case it gets a little too boring.

By the way, the book i'm reading about is AWESOME LIKE OMG!

Its called Twilight and its in series.



You really have to check it out. Cos i'm spazzing over it you see *spazzzes some more*

Edi's so engrossed that she can read one book in a day (there's 4 books in total) And it has 400+ pages. So you can see how much drawn in she is.

Ya, and its all thanks to her that i even get to read such awesome stuff.

(I have to say this before she goes, ya.. all thanks to me!)

I love twilight i love twilight i really do.

I'm about to get sucked in too. After this :D

But i'll put it down for tv tonight (i'm still that tv addict)

So.. toodles :)

PS go to the place where you know that i know where, e.