Saturday, December 31, 2005

endof2005

lets just say that 2005 ends with some food poisoning. how fun.


i shall start blogging again, and hopefully put up a new layout by then. so look out for some new changes. and i might be even posting up my new year resolutions. who knows?


for now i feel like wanting more inspirations, for the new layout.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

nomood

i dont think i feel like blogging anymore. no mood you see.


sorry to burst all of your bubbles. i think i will be on hiatus.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

comp crash

okay its like been ages since i have updated and its all thanks to edeline, who made the computer crash. unfortunately its not back up yet and this is like a temporary one.


the hong kong trip was quite enjoyable. and my grandma just arrived from jakarta, whoo hoo. that means that i would be going out more often instead of rotting in front of this dear computer screen. plus my mother and two cousins would be coming over too. yay.


have fun people. school would be starting soon, really really soon. and my homework's not done yet. ugh.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

hk trip.

okay so from tomorrow, i will be in hong kong with the band. well finally i guess.


i have to check my suitcase and stuff, to make sure. i do hope the weather there wont be that cold. because i am not used to it. well the countries i have been to are those tropical ones, no seasons at all.


when i am at the trip, i shall bring along a small book, a journal kind of thing and instead of typing everything out, i shall scan it and put it up. and of course i will try to put up some pictures too. i would buy back many stuffs if the suitcase has enough space. and yes souvenirs are a must :)


dont miss me. hah i'll still be back on the 9th.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

b'day

okay so yesterday i got water poured over me started by rebecca. how refreshing, at least its better than almost the whole band doing the same thing after dismissal heh.


i went down to orchard with my family after band just to have dinner, my birthday dinner thingy in fact. nothing that special this year though. so i dont feel like i am 14. but yes finally i am so who cares?


packed my stuff to bring over to hong kong today. the whole suitcase is like so full. it looks like i cannot pack souvenirs if i bought some. oh no. i shall find some way


i dont know why but i know i am just not myself today. and yes i am excited for the hong kong trip.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

problems

to all. read the first paragraph.


recently you guys might find me a little cold towards some people and stuff. i'm dealing with loads of problems ok. so please do not irritate me as it would only make me angry and do not keep on pestering me about stuff. i need my own time to sort things out slowly one by one.


so currently i am feeling very excited about the hong kong trip. band today was pretty fun for me. and i am afraid i shall have to bring some extra clothes tomorrow, i wouldn't want the same thing that happened to rebecca to happen to me. i got a feeling that it would be worst

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

pissed off

as some of you people might know, im feeling very pissed off because of some recent events.


dont ask me why now. i shall reveal it slowly bit by bit. i dont feel like spitting it all out now, i cannot be too rash la.


im excited for the hong kong trip. its going to be so fun. and there would be a full dress rehearsal, so i would have to wear court shoes and stuff. which is a first for me.

Monday, November 28, 2005

nothing much

i went for band today, i told myself i shouldn't miss any of the practices, and i wont. and now i would have to think of a souvenir to give to those in hong kong. inspiration is the magic word. and it does work wonders. then after that karin, anyu and some other people with me, went to lot 1 to get our court shoes, for the full dress rehearsal on wednesday.


now i feel like buying some card games or something to bring over to hong kong. if i can't get anything, i shall bring either monopoly or the game of life there.


band today was really average, the bedok north people came down. and they will be coming down to regent everyday this week for the band practices. i think jia hui is coming back tonight, finally.


i slept from like 7pm to 8am from yesterday, without dinner. it shows how tired i am. i dont know why but i feel so happy today, it could be because of the chocolate bar i ate after lunch. hmm it does work afterall ;)


the layout is back up. i re-uploaded it.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

prefectcamp

im back from the prefect camp today, we were released at about 2pm instead of 6pm. overall, i felt that the camp was just average, nothing really special. but i had to admit that some of the games were fun, but yet very disgusting.


friday: had band exchange with bedok north and hougang in the morning and i left after the performance for the prefect's camp. we played captain's ball, water bombs, blind mice walk (aka confidence walk) and not forgetting the very disgusting telematch, where the canteen benches placed at the basketball court were smeared with hair gel, mixed with flour and food colouring. and we had to sit on it, and caused my shorts to stink and i threw it away. it was very very gross. the bad thing is that we could only bath at night, and i couldn't stand that.


saturday: when i woke up, i felt so drained already. i could hardly keep my eyes open and almost the whole campus didnt have the mood to cheer and stuff, the morale of the campus was low. we had an amazing race thingy around choa chu kang, yew tee and teck whye at about 9am. we could only take a maximum of two bus rides and we walked throughout. that activity drained out my energy. we had some station games and prepared for the camp fire night, which was at about 8pm. after that we still proceeded to play this game at 12am, some light sticks were hidden around the school and we were supposed to walk around in groups and look for them. fanny, maxine and i moved down to sleep in the group leader's bunk, and we slept only at about 3am.


sunday: we were actually supposed to report at 8.15am, but we werent informed and the whole campus (except for the excos) ended up reporting at the parade square at 6.30am. nothing much happened today, i could sense that everyone was eager to get home and take a nice shower and rest. my group won the best cheer thingy. so surprising. hah. there was hardly anyone cheering after the breaking of the camp. i thought that the band camp was much more fun than this one.


so i think there would be band tomorrow, i am not so sure about that. but i am sure that we are nearing the hong kong trip. i shall go catch some sleep now. and apparently there seem to be something wrong with imageshack, my layout does not appear at all. ack

Thursday, November 24, 2005

shopping

went out shopping today with irene and my dad. first time ever. so we went to plaza singapura and orchard to look for some thick clothings -for my hong kong trip with the band. but unfortunately i couldnt find some of the things i need. but my dad actually bought what i wanted, he's soo nice.


prefect's camp and band exchange with bedok north and hougang tomorrow. oh i hate it when these kind of things happen on the same day, i hate clashes. but oh well i've decided that i shall only go for the exchange performance then i shall go for prefect's camp. so the only bad thing now is that i am unable to take long showers, and i shall miss my bed and my handphone. i must say that i school's pretty scary at night though.


i cant wait for the hong kong trip.


and i think my cousins are coming over to singapore in december, oh finally. so i will get to enjoy my holidays afterall. we might be going overseas, woo hoo! :P


i shall be back at around 6pm on sunday. and i think the camo would be enjoyable, year-end camps are always like that? are they? i hope so. well anyway i will blog about it and now i have to make sure i packed everything into my bag.


i am thinking of putting up my designs on blogskin.com and i also added a counter at the front page. i like the design of that, its pretty.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

movie.

watched the goblet of fire yesterday. it was disappointing for me. apparently i am convinced that some scenes has been cut off to suit the PG rating. but it was thrilling and packed with loads of adventure. it was really sad at the part when cedric died. and i cried. wierd huh? i wont say anymore stuff, i wouldnt want to spoil the movie for you right? so overall it is not bad. i would definitely want to get the dvd.


i feel that this layout is way too simple. but nevermind. i will add-on somehow. heh


band practice today was erm average. and my leg hurts because of a cut that i got on monday. the band exchange would be on friday and it clashes with prefect's camp which ends on sunday which causes me to miss my regular 9am service i think? ack.


and i havent finished my theory homework due tomorrow when i will be having piano lessons. the usual last minute work might not be useful this time. because there would be band tomorrow. i shall do it tonight.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

newlayout

yup my new layout is up. i apologise for putting it up so late, inspirations take time you see. but i have not put up everything that should be up.


i felt that the person featured in the layout looked alot like christina instead of ashlee. and now i will have to rack my brains to put up the credits. great.


this week equals to tons and hours upon hours of band practices, well you cant blame anyone for that because the exchange, and hong kong trip is coming really really soon. i look forward to those, i think it could be a really fun thing to do.


and my dad booked tickets to watch the goblet of fire tomorrow at 6pm, how nice of him.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

layout

i promise i will update tonight, and hopefully put the new layout up too.


i will be having band until 2 i guess. and i want to catch the new harry potter movie so badly, i just need to find the time for it. i'll update again tonight.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

streaming results

so yesterday the streaming results are released, finally.


and i got into 3-9. i was pretty shocked but now i am starting to have doubts about getting very stressed next year, but rebecca assured me that she would help me so i think i will be staying in the class and not appealing anymore.


and yesterday the chinese pupils had a gathering again this time at marina south. and i reached home at 12am, and still managed to wake up for band. but the sad thing is that, the malays went to seoul garden and i actually thought that they didnt want to come.


i want to go and buy my books on monday. i shall pull people to go along with me ;)


and now i think im going to be really sick, i keep on wanting to puke, ew.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

orchard

i spent the whole afternoon at orchard shopping.


my mum, sisters and i first went walking from far east and looked at the photographs thingy displayed, it was quite a pretty sight. i bought a pair of jeans, a belt and a jacket. finally yes i get to buy some things. the trip to the supermarket was fun, i kept on filling the trolley with biscuits, snacks, basically anything i wanted to eat. i need to grow sideways i know. i came home with my legs all aching, but it was extra special today because the last time we had this kind of outings, it was in like may.


and tomorrow i will have theory lessons early in the morning at ten. how boring.


3 more days to the collection of streaming results, 3 more days to final class gathering. its sad but at least we could have the last supper, haha. it will be so memorable for me.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

irene b'day

okay, i have not been blogging for quite a while now. so i shall be typing it out.


2nd november: irene's birthday. the chocolate cake was soo delicious i say, by the time i finish describing it you would be drooling already haha, so here i go. the bottom layer had this waffle thingy that tasted like kinder bueno chocolate then followed by two layers of whipped cream, one chocolate and plain flavoured then finally a thick layer of chocolate cream topped with raspberries. i ate so many slices of that, you know, it was so tasty. i think mum bought it from the four leaves bakery in lot 1. ( if you guys dont know, irene is my younger sister. the playful one )


today: went out for lunch as a family at swiss'otel aka raffles place. finally, after a long time, it was a long time ago since we had eaten out. but now mum decided to eat out because it was irene's birthday. it was at a sze chuan kitchen, and when my mummy says its nice, she really means it. they had yummy mango puddings too. and after that, dad didnt like shopping so he went home. and mum bought a pendant thingy for all three of us.


and my uncle came over from jakarta and he will be staying at our house for a week until he flies back. and im going to ask him to fix my hair again, and maybe highlight a strand or two hehe.


i think im nuts. because i want another new handphone, im sick of the current one. and i am using my results to try and get a new one for myself, i deserve a nice reward after studying so hard right? im such a genious and now mum's considering it.


there will be band tomorrow, i dont know why but somehow sometimes i feel that i have completely lost interest in it. its a sad thing i know. there's like nothing i can do about that.

Monday, October 31, 2005

halloween

happy halloween.

it took me almost a day to get this layout up. i drew it in pencil and it was edited in photoshop and i got the picture from neopets.com, cute huh ;)


im going to my father's friend's house later on to celebrate halloween.


holidays are getting so boring. i keep on having the urge to go out somewhere. and my mind keeps on counting down to the day when the streaming results would be out. its a bad sign. speaking of results, i was pretty shocked with mine. 3rd position class, i was like oh my god-ing all the way and finally my dad wont have another reason to keep me from going out haha.



happy holidays to all.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

no inspiration

i dont have any inspiration at all for my next layout. how wonderful, oh well i guess it has to wait until i get some ideas.


tomorrow's the day when i will be getting back my report book. i feel oh-so-excited about it. plus finally my class t-shirt has been made, finally. it looks kinda cute.


and according to qin yuan there will be this test tomorrow during band, and i dont have the paper at all. gosh, am i going to flunk a simple music theory test?


ew no.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

results slip

okay, i am so unsatisfied with my results. especially with english


but overall i still scored a 690/1000 hehe. it looks like i have been scoring in the wrong subjects. i did not get any a for science or maths, but really, i dont care what class i will end up in next year.


and school is going to be over pretty soon, in 3 days time. but i have to go back to school for band practices and mind you there are tons of it. because we will be going to hong kong in december for some exchanges and stuff.


be prepared to call me nat the nerd next year. yes i will be so into books and stuff, and studying like mad. i must score well ;)


mwahah. and i feel like doing up another layout. i hate the colour of the current one

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

yay

my mum`s coming back to singapore tomorrow, hoorayy!


jumps all around the room. yes i`m madd


and today i got back the english booklet b and scored 19/30 marks, which brings my total to be 42.5/80 and i feel so terrible. i just passed with a miserable 2.5 marks, its so darn pathetic. well theres nothing i can do. so yes it will be a bye bye to scoring an a1 for english


and i will be going for the prefects camp instead of the band exchange :((

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

umm ya

okay today i did not feel oh-so-emotional.


although i flunked maths, yes i am very sad about that and i cried. somehow everyone seemed to crowd around me when i started to tear to cheer me up, im so touched haha


wow


and today the results i got back were:

history - 81/100
d&t - 66/100
maths booklet b - 24/50
maths total - 46.5/100 bravo.
science biology - 27/30
science total - 76.5/100


so i did quite badly in maths, and i do not know what to expect for english tomorrow. i will cry once again if i were to fail, really. and i think i do not know my art results yet, john choo marks it sooo slowly, i wouldn`t be surprised at all if he could not mark it within this week


and oh, i think i would not be bothered on what class i go to next year, i will let the class choose me instead. because it would be better that way if not i would be struggling and it would do no good also. so yah


today band started again. and we had sectionals plus a 1 hour 30 minutes combine of the king and i, i have to say that it was quite enjoyable. and playing singapore rhapsody reminds me of SYF so much, im starting to miss my seniors. awws


so yes next week i will be on holiday, yay. but i think i will have tons of band practices to look forward to


ohh well. there goes my holiday.

Monday, October 17, 2005

neww layout

okay this new layout features nicole kidman. unfortunately i am having some problems with some colours. but i think im going to leave it just like that, thats so not me


okay today was such an emotional day for me


some of the examination papers were given out and i cried twice


here are the list of my results i know:


chinese paper 1 - 52/70
chinese paper 2 - 59.5/90
maths booklet A - 22.5/50
english paper 1 - 41/60
english paper 2 booklet B - 24/50
science chemistry - 27/35
science physics - 22.5/35



i failed english yes, for the first time. it was such a blow to me. and on my mind this question kept on appearing,


WHY.


and band starts tomorrow, hoorah.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

new layout

not much of an update here, but i am making a new layout


im getting sick of this one here. so yea, stay tuned. right here


now i sound like some broadcast station oh well just stick around

Friday, October 14, 2005

holiday today

yes i spent the whole morning surfing the corpse bride's flash site, its wow


corpse bride 's website


i would give it a 100/10 for the graphics if i was the one grading it. but unforunately i dont have the time and money to watch it. my dad refuse to give me any. grr.


there was no school today and the final papers were yucky, im afraid i would not be able to get the a grade i am aiming for


oh well. i think i'll just go back and explore the site, yes im obsessed


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

last day ahead

todays papers were bad


i didnt finish the maths or d&t papers
oh no, oh no, oh no


im like so in trouble.


history and maths paper 2 tomorrow, i must do my best and it will all be over. unfortunately i have no mood to study and the rain makes it worst.


so i shall have to find a way to force myself to study. yes i will.


because it will all be over after tomorrow

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

ending soon

yea the exams are ending soon


im hanging on


im still left with maths, d&t and history. so far the papers were all okay, except for chemistry i think. so yes i shall go off to study now.


and i`ve been studying so hard for this exam, i must make it a point to enjoy myself during the holidays, i know i deserve it. whether i get good or bad results it doesn`t matter anymore, because i know that i`ve done my best (:


jia you to me. and good luck to you.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

art

argh art !

i am only at observation page number 2, and havent print out the stuff for investigations. we were only given 2 weeks to complete it when it was supposed to be 3. i cannot believe i am rushing art, and when that happens my ideas are all gone. so yes there's nothing i can do about that.


and i still havent revised science, oh no


i need a miracle yes.


so now i shall be surfing the net for inspirations and stuff before doing art later on, and i think i will have to stay up late tonight to study for science.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

english eoy

english paper today, 1 down. 9 more to go.

thomas asked me to pull the school flag this morning and i was like, oh very soon my turn to take the pledge will come. jasmine goh took the pledge first.


i felt that the composition questions were so hard, i chose the one with a unwelcome guest and wrote my mind out, not much inspiration though.


paper 2 was different. booklet A was okay and i rushed through it because i knew that i would need extra time for the other booklet, while i felt that i had difficulty answering the comprehension questions in booklet B. but i managed to complete everything, many people in my class did not manage to complete the summary and kept on complaining it was hard. some parts of my mind wanted to agree.

but somehow i managed to do my paper in a calm manner, i knew that it was the one above giving me that peace in my heart.


i admit that paper 2 was quite hard, simply because there were some questions i failed to understand.


chinese paper tomorrow, wouldnt want to fail it, so i think i`ll go do some intensive revision and sleep early tonight

Sunday, October 02, 2005

nothing.

nothing much to blog about really.


lately i have not been going to mac to study with the rest. i guess its much better alone sometimes


but i shall be going tomorrow, i think

exams start on thursday and i am already feeling so darn nervous, oh no.


i shall depend on the one above then.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

heyys

so erm ya, nothing much to blog about. as usual i will be at mac studying with the same people tonight-but some of us will be going to the fun fair first before we really start to study our stuff


and there will be chinese oral tomorrow, oh god help me just one more time


ITS EXACTLY ONE WEEK TO THE EOY EXAMS
i am so nervous, my heart is starting to jump already


i need to calm down.


[edit] i edited the me section, finally. so know you can actually get to know more about me. trust me, it will be an honour to know me, it will. ;p[/edit]

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

ho hums

happy birthday zhi ting (:
the trumpet section made a little card for her and the gift is on the way


we had a little trumpet sectional after school and only zhi ting and the seniors turned up, i was disappointed. and when i was on my way home, i saw yan shuang under the block near the school.


i think i am going to complete my D&t artefact by tomorrow? i hope. although the deadline is on next tuesday.


and today when i woke up i felt pain in my left eye, and it still hurts. during class someone actually asked me to re-consider my desicion i have already made yesterday about him, oh my.


i am afraid i will fail the maths test i took earlier today, i must pass this one, and i will. you know, one should try to think positively all the time.


so today is like any another typical day, nothing much happened i guess

i will be studying at mac again tonight.

Monday, September 26, 2005

bad day

it all started during art today. although i have interest in it, mr john choo makes it seem so hard to pass. so i felt very pissed off by him, sad to say. and i had second thoughts of changing my streaming choice again to pure geography instead of art, no matter whether i have interest in it at all. so i had no mood to study at all or pay attention in class today. i missed out in maths i guess, oh no.


two weeks to do prep work, possible? i think not. so in the end i handed up a page of brainstorming for prep work plus that final piece which is like not even 50% coloured.


i need to buck up for art.


actually i was supposed to give an answer during recess but ended up giving it in mac after school, omg i was so nervous and scared that he would start to cry? silly me, it did not turn out that way.


i studied a little bit of maths for the test tomorrow in mac with the help of adeline and we went home after doing our revision. anyway we will be going back there again tonight to study more stuff, this time with more people


gosh, i must be desperate for really good marks. and all of that is done just to please my parents so that i would get whatever i want-literally anything (:


only if both of my sisters do not study for their EOY and i know they arent going to study at all, so i benefit, i know, im evil.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

studying

whoa. i`ve been studying in mac at yew tee this afternoon with rebecca, qin yuan and yu ren. and yuting came along too. i finished studying 1 chapter of chinese and doing half the chinese letter writing there, but most of the time we talked, haha


i really need to study hard. for my own sake, yes thats right


i think rebecca was right in saying that the sec 2s in band are not united at all, i have to agree.


i think i will be studying with the same people tomorrow after school too, but rebecca has her music exams at ACS, so i guess we will have to wait for her.


last friday i was supposed to study in mac after band, but apparently i didnt and i was so shocked on what happened. the people that were there was wan yu, teng wei, jia hui, yu ren, desmond and qin yuan. obviously they were helping him and to me, it did not seem to work at all, really, because what if they are all not there, who is going to help, tell me.


my mind throught the whole time sitting there i kept on thinking, omg i cant believe that it is actually happening, i wasn`t prepared at all. i knew that something was fishy when i called qin yuan up before going there


i really feel that you are too shy, so be prepared for the worst tomorrow


art must be handed up tomorrow, painting the final piece in class, and i havent done much- im so dead.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

streaming choices

and it took me quite a long while before i actually decided on what combination to put first for streaming, and i chose double science in the end. so yes i made my choices and end up regretting now. thank goodness i still have time to change it. and my first choice will be changed to triple science instead and my second choice shall be double science. its so hard to make up my mind. the reason i wanted to change was that i felt that in triple science there will be quite alot of advantages despite the stress so why not?


when i made my choices i secretly took a screenshot of it
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so go ahead and click it.


and i got to know my chinese test marks. and i got a 45, bravo. i am like so dead, because my dad will fuss, he stresses alot on my chinese results. but actually it is pretty good, considering i left the entire first page blank.


ipw today was a total disaster, our group had to present unprepared, we made up like 70% of the stuff and almost all the time we were like asking each other, what to say what to say? its bad but i think we can manage a pass.


and today was just like any other typical day one could have, and i spent the entire afternoon in band.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

exams and the other stuff

i changed the background, yet again. i am such a perfectionist ;o


so today was just like any average school day, nothing that interesting actually..
and tomorrow is the day when you i will be submitting the streaming choices and the bad thing is that i have not really decided which class i want to go to, and finalised that decision. it is very important i say.


i went to consult ms lee after science class. she was asking me about the job i would be interested in and i was like dont have. and she asked too whether my language or science is stronger, so i said language.
so she told me that i should go to a double pure science class and when i go to JC i can opt for an arts stream for language and stuff since my language is stronger.


and now i shall be studying for the literature test tomorrow and revise for science too.

im still very confused on what to choose.so triple or double science? god help me please.


can anyone spare me some advice.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

its back

heys finally the site is back up. im like so obssessed with ipod silhouettes and it inspired me to make this layout so ya. theres still loads of stuff to be added. thanks for caring for me nickki :DD i really appreciate it. for now lets just stick to studies.