Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Febfebfeb

I want it, & its really badly right now.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

The clouds seem dark

"and then I think of you and it's alright. I think of you and it's alright."
I didn't go to school yesterday, or today.

Had this pretty bad headache which is much better now.

Basically, i slept for the entire day yesterday, thinking maybe i'll get better &guess what? At night, i couldn't fall asleep until like 3am or something? OMG if only i knew =.=

So now i've decided to keep myself awake by doing something, no matter how sleepy i am. If not night time i won't be able to sleep again. I need to go to school tomorrow, got to catch up on a hell lot of stuffs that i don't know.

Well, i went to the doctor's this morning and he gave me 5 different types of medicine, crazy anot?! x___x of which two are the drowsy kind. Which is why i'm feeling sleepy right now but i've decided not to sleep, saving it for the night. Haha, sounds wierd :/

I know i have many many tutorials&tests to complete and study for, maybe tonight. No more procrastinating, nat! :(

I hope tomorrow's gonna be a better sun-shiny day :D

Oh yeah, remember the concert i went to on friday? It was a performance by the Aichi Meiden High School Band from Japan.

It was zomg, AWESOME-fizzishles!

By the way, they're only a high school band. &my goodness they're really really really good. They had 5 encores& they don't seem tired out at all. Awesome stuffs! So i enjoyed myself lots. Hehehe.

I can't wait for the Olympics either. I think its such a cool thing to watch. I like watching competitions. Mmm, so my August can be considered gone for watching Olympics. Its only once in every 4 years. I don't care if i don't do anything but watch, even if it means not studying. Hahaha opps. Lets make a deal here. Pretend you didn't see this paragraph okay? :X

& for the parent's teacher meeting thing.

= disastrous+horrific etc etc.

But i'm undaunted. I've made up my mind&i'm going for it.

Jaycee + NAT = Not a perfect couple.

This morning i was also texting SH in chinese :D &yeah, basically she told me lots of stuff, stuff which i didn't know, or maybe don't want to realise. Selfish me. But now that i know, i'm assured. Yay, i love such awesome friends.

Anyway i tell you a secret okay. I dread going to school now. Staying at home is so much more blissful. I love.

Februaryfebruaryfebruary i can't wait. Come to me quick!

Friday, July 25, 2008

That fingerr

I've got my finger hurt. THAT FINGER!!

&no, its not the middle finger.

Anyway, i've hurt the fourth finger of my left hand really badly. Half of my nail is purple. Ewww. So gross. So i'm gonna stop talking about it. Cos i feel pain as i type. Now i know the importance of a single finger that i won't be using until my wedding day.

Okay, anyway this week was kinda messed up emotionally.

But things have gotten better after i've done what i've wanted to do&should be doing.

Tomorrow there's parent-teacher-meeting thingy. I've got to be in school by 9.15 with pops. Which means that i can't laze around in bed as much as i want to :(((( I think tomorrow's meeting is quite redundant. Cos i'm not going to do anything with my grades, not at all. &i don't want to mention why, you'll know.

That particular reason, is also the cause for me to quit cca.

Next week there's 3 tests i've to study for. Sighhhh.. I don't have to actually. But i want to. I'm a good girl :)

Tonight i'm going to go for a concert. &it better be good cause its friday night. Okay i don't see the link in that, but yeah, it just better be good.

Monday, July 21, 2008

the sunlight starts to dance



If you were me, tell me if you feel like screaming @ his face.

If you don't get it, it either means you're slow, or your EQ isn't high enough.

Seriously, i'm just kidding :)

What boredom creates


P.s. Don't kill me, i'm bored. & this keeps me HAPPY :D


&i don't knw what i was thinking when i drew this equation. Maybe it reminds me of your face.



&this is you too, EDWIN ZHI CHAO TAN.
hehehehehe.

Chase dreams; Follow thy heart❤

Today is monday, & how can monday be complete without having monday blues to go along with the rainy day? It makes perfect sense to having more of those emo posts right? Haha.

Hmm, as you can see in the previous posts, i was just basically typing out what i've had in my mind, i was trying to get all my thoughts into their correct places. Its kinda for my personal note, which, of course only i will be able to understand them fully in their depth. Those will serve as reminders i may want to revisit next time and look back at how silly i was.

Now i've really followed my heart ; no one else involved. Like, finally! So, whatever others say will not affect me at all, after all, i have my reasons for doing so. Hm, and i think i'm going to be happier of course.

Looking back, i think there's never a day that i've looked forward to going to school.

Cos i think i'm too cool for school :B

Gosh! And to think that i still have a couple more months to endure, i'm not sure whether i can.

And you know what, edi's being a stupid pilbub. I want to go to the concert on friday okay! Don't try to make me change my mind. I know she was trying to use this reverse psychology method. All the more she does that, i will go. Too bad for you pilbub.

But now what i really want the most is to be very infinitely happy!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i'm not. I will be, but not yet.

Sighhhhhhhh.

***

Okay okay i shall STOPSTOPSTOPSTOP all that emo stuff its not that nice to read, or to think about either.

Anyway, the chem experiment about the crystallisation thingy wasn't that great. What i meant was the end result. The crystals didn't turn out as nice as i wanted it to be. And its like that on purpose, to teach us that there's a method to make nicer crystals.

Now i must do two things, as reminded by Joel (:

# Don't keep on thinking negative
# Must cheer up :)

Tomorrow my pw group's gonna go dessert sampling at Chinatown after school at 4. I know its going to be fun. Haha. Yay, now at least i'm looking forward to doing something.


Thinking of doing stuff, E's also damn busy for the past few weeks &i'm not.

I shall make myself super busy too.
Note to self: Stop being childish.

Now i'm talking to SH online. & actually i've been doing that for a few days now. I feel much better after pouring out stuffs to her. Haha, thanks to her i have something to do, at least there's someone i can talk to before nightfall, which after that i'll be using the time to study.

G'bye.

p.s. Chase dreams; Follow thy heart❤

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Sunny sunday






Today is sunday. & on sundays i go to church. Which after that i'll have nice lunches :P

Hmm, so here i am right now, i just came home from eating Teppanyaki @ the airport. Yum yum. I like looking at the chef cook right in front. Its kinda interesting don't you think?

Okay i ❤ ❤ ❤ JAP FOOD. I remember there was this time we had sushi every sunday for 3 weeks in a row. How crazy is that? And of course we got bored of it by the 4th week. Hahaha! If we weren't i think we would been seriously diagnosed with some kind of eating disorder.

And you know what? Even before the week goes by, i'm already starting to think of what i want to eat next week. Hmm, i want to eat something new. Try something else rather than the usual restaurants we go to. Haha, maybe i shall go read the newspapers and look for food reviews or something. Usually, its always mummy who recommends all the great food. Cos its her friends that brought her to eat there. Now, she's always overseas and the ones that decide what to eat will be either edi or me but its mostly me :P Haha.

Now that i mentioned mummy i kinda miss her :( Even though she's back in Singapore i don't get to see her except when she's asleep and i'm awake early in the morning getting ready to go to school. She's busy busy busy. But she's working really hard and doing well for her business, its all for our sake. So i guess that's the price to pay. Anyway she'll be back in less than a month's time, it won't be long till she's back :)

Actually we went to the airport to eat for pop's convenience. He's flying to Jakarta today just for a wedding dinner and he'll be back tomorrow night. And you know what its all sponsored, the SQ flight and hotel room. Wth! I also want. Right now i'm very jealous.

Cos i love eating at wedding dinners. Plus this wedding dinner's in Jakarta, it'll definitely be so so so elaborate can? Like some royalty's wedding (i'm not over-exaggerating) Grr, all the richness. I also want!! Maybe next time i shall get some rich, handsome Indonesian bloke to marry too& then i can have that kind of fairy-tale wedding. HAHAHA! I'm just kidding okay! (Oh wait.. Maybe i'm not... Hmmm.. It doesn't sound like a bad idea..) HAHA okay enough of that *slaps self* How could i do that? It sounds so wrong! But it doesn't hurt to day-dream about it right? Mwahhaha :)

Until now, i haven't done any homework or anything. I don't feel like doing anything at all.

Tomorrow i still have school :( Sighhhh.. That vicious cycle's going to repeat itself again.

However, i'm looking forward to tomorrow's chem practical, we're going to crystallise some stuff. Which will be fun, i hope :D Haha.

Shit. I just remembered i have a history essay to complete. Oh no, i shall do it later. I'm going to procrastinate until the last minute& i don't care. Haha.

Now i feel like making a list of what i want to buy. Then decide which is the most important.

# Canvas shoes
# Wallet
# Clothes
# Bag
# Jeans
# Heels

Okay i think that should be it, i don't know which one i need most :/ Hahaha! But at least i've noted the stuff down.

Alright, i'm going to look for other stuff to do, ciao.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

I'm not intricate

Look, in the end, i couldn't resist not changing my layout.

So i guess you'll have to make do with this intricate layout, my dear blog, until i get back my inspiration.

You should really find out the meaning of intricate. Then you'll understand the complexity of this layout.

However, if you do miss Reborn, you can hop on to blogskins.com and download :)

Look inside.

Look what jaycee has done to poor N.

1. It has robbed me of all inspiration to make a decent layout.
2. I said that because i've tried making one, but failed (it turned out emo)
3. I guess Reborn's going to accompany me until i take back my talent.
4. Give me back my flair, stupid jaycee!

Dammit.

I'm still in a "i-want-to-talk-in-circles" mood.

Therefore, once again, you shall only get circles drawn in your head by me. Its an honour.

I know you'll love that.

Its times like these, when i have absolutely nothing to do that my thoughts start to run reaally wild and into the sky.

Lets have more of these as i think out loud.

I was looking through websites yesterday about the end of the year-about where i want to be heading next. And i'm pretty pleased to tell you that in a matter of 5 mins, i know what i want.

And i think fate has it that i'm suppossed to be there. Because this morning, as i walked down the stairs to go buy some food downstairs, i saw this girl, wearing this shirt. The shirt i might be owning too, its just a matter of time.

The desire to get out is getting stronger, it pretty much occupying my thoughts 24/7

O.M.G, i cant wait. It accompanys with feelings of excitement&fear, both at the same time. Nevertheless, i'll still go for it. Cos the last time i let fear take over, it almost ruined me.

By the way, i've yet to tell pop i'm serious about this. I'm afraid he might just take it as some mood swing teen rebellion kind of thing and that it'll be over in a matter of time. I hope not. Actually i wanted to discuss things with him last night but he came home late and i didn't dare to sleep until he's back. Which resulted in me calling and annoying E for awhile until he came back and i went to sleep. Maybe tonight.

Now, i don't have the mood to do any studying. Which explains my presence here, blogging about every single thing that i can think about.

I've tons of tutorials to be completed. Especially Chemistry :K The teacher wants a file check. But i've not completed many tutorials. Maybe i'm not planning too, i'll see my mood later. & oh, i've something to be mad about right now. Apparently, there's a maths test on monday on two chapters, and the teacher only told us like, on thursday. Which means i've only 3 days to study for it. When we argued about it, he simply said, "Oh, you were supposed to be told during lecture." You see! How to do well like that? Which reminds me, i guess i got to study for it later on.

I'm very tempted to just leave all subsequent tutorials uncompleted actually. After all, its not going to be counted in? :/ I was actually thinking of just failing the promos so it'll make things easier. But edi said that its better to have some good grades, it gives better impression. And yea, its quite true.

I'm now on the verge of falling sick actually, my throat's itchy and all that. Yesterday quite a number of classmates were sick too. And at home, i have my maid sick, and jes was sick on thursday too. So many sick people around me, i think i'm gonna catch it too :( But i hope not! Its going to be really annoying if i fall sick. I hope my classmates are feeling better today, get well soon.

I hate it i hate this. I hate that&everything.

&sometimes i've so much contempt for myself. I keep dwelling in the past. Argh stop stop stop stopppppp!

I'm going to drop whatever i'm doing right now, and just go to sleep. That way i wouldn't think of anything, i'd just be dreaming and prolly won't remember anything about it. Which is another great mystery of life that's awesome. Hmm, sometimes i wonder, why can't we remember sweet dreams more than nightmares? I want sweet dreams! Someone grant them to me prettypleasewithacherryontop!

Good night ya'll (;

Friday, July 18, 2008

The thoughts deep inside


BMTC with honey :)

Well lately i've been bugged by lots of thoughts.

My only regret is that i didn't choose the route that i already knew i am going to be happy with.

Everything's screwed up right now.

If this continues i might even lose my sanity.

And its not going to be too late to change yeah? After all, like edwin said, i've learnt it the hard way.

Anyway, to that one person, happened to brighten up my day and keep me on my feet, whose shoulder i can lean on when its times like these. For without you, i could've never survived until this far.

A BIG BIG THANK YOU! (once again) <3

I've confided in several good friends of mine too. They're really supportive of me. Thank you guys too! (:

Ah well, i've always wondered why life's like that. All these little tests that we've got to overcome everyday. Maybe thats what life is all about (ruoqi you can tell your friend that :P HAHAHAHA)

You know at first i was friggin' confused about things, and having two options. Its like a 50-50. It seems like having one too many perspectives ain't a big help at all. But i thank God after what i've been through yesterday&today. Goodness. It was like the blackest, darkest hole i've fallen into. Now its seems as clear as ever. I know which direction to head to next. I'm praying its the right thing, God bless me pleaase! This time, i'm pretty sure i wont regret. After all, i'm leaving behind things that weren't supposed to be mine to keep. All i have shall be the memories, short ones, in fact.

If there's one thing i learned, it would be to be myself. I've learned that materialism isn't everything. I've also learnt how to choose. And i now know, i need God more than ever.

I'll tell you a secret. Well if i mentioned it now it wouldn't be. Okay let me get to the point. I dread going to school every single day. Hmm, maybe dread wouldn't be the correct word to use. Maybe it should be i don't like going to school. If you're asking for a reason i will quote the most obvious one, that would be to study.

Every single day, when i wake up, its dragging myself outta bed.

Last time, i used to be labelled as "the girl who never stops smiling", never knew how i managed to do that. I kind of missed the feeling when someone says that. I guess its different now, yes? It seems to have become so easy for my happy-go-lucky mood to fade-in a blink. What happened? You ask. Maybe i've just become more cynical. Its definitely not an overnight thing, thats for sure.

I know i'm not settled down yet, and i'm not planning to either.

Argh, obviously i know myself better than anyone else in the world. But why i chose this route, you ask. Its pressure i guess. Seeing my cousins being better and all that, i figured i could muster all of the intellectual nerves in me just to make pop proud. And oh, i'll tell you, it isn't right. Its time i start doing things for myself instead of impressing the people around me.

All i want now, is to start over again. I thought i could make it, but look what i've gotten myself into. Tsk tsk. Now i shall take matters into these hands of mine, put things back into place. I've just gotta convince pops.

I know i can climb out of this black, bottomless pit. Which after that, i'll share the whole experience i've painfully recorded into the nerves of my heart. Maybe you'll learn something from it.

Its kinda easy to just walk out and drop everything, but no, i won't. Cos im N, and N doesn't do things this way. I'll finish what i must do; what i set out to do before i start packing off.

And if i had the luxury of time, i'd definitely be there to deliver the last presentation, just for you guys.

What i need now would be support, someone to talk to every single day. Will you be there?

Just you wait N, just bear with it for a few more months and you'll be off.

I've made up my mind.

*pats self on the back*

I know i've been talking in circles today. Try asking me what i'm talking about, and i'll just smile :)

Only the chosen shall know.

But in the end, you'll be enlightened.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Finding the needle

Hey hey! I'm looking for a study-partner(s) on saturdays. Anyone want to accompany me? :)

Monday, July 14, 2008

Never been more happy

Remember i wrote this?

"Yesterday, had first day of exam. Took the history paper.

My verdict? I think i'll flunk this one. Wrote a whole lot of crap for the facts i didn't really memorize."

And i got my paper back today. Guess what? I passed! :DDDD

HAPPY ME.

I was in such a celebratory mood that i called edi to treat her lunch& bought her a bleach poster (:

Well you know what, this wednesday my class is going to go to BMTC in Pulau Tekong. I wonder wth that is for. I mean for girls too?! By the way, if you don't know what that is its actually Basic Military Training Centre. For guys serving army. I think its totally pointless to bring people like me there.

I will NEVER go to the army. Because i can't stand not bathing for a day. Oh wait, maybe because i'm girly would be a better reason :P HAHAHA!

Well, the good side to it is that i get to skip tennis :X

Alright, i shall look for things to do, like maybe study. I am studious :O

Before that, random quote. Well actually not random. Got this from a book i was reading yesterday.

"Love means you can never be apart"

Awwww.. Sweet eh? ;)
well actually, it kinda reminds me of what tw told me last year.

Haha okay, i'll be gone now, ciao~

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Its getting better

First, Happy birthday Karin (:

And, i won the deal with E. YAY YAY YAY :D

Actually i would've forgotten about it until E mentioned it yesterday. HAHAHA!

Today i was also extra hardworking ._. I finished the maths tutorial on inequalities and only had one or two i didn't know how to do. So i'm happy about that.

Until... I went to try the tutorial on integration.

It sucks big time! :(

First few questions and i don't know how to do already. Very hard! That really spoiled my mood to continue doing so here i am, blogging away. Plus i couldn't find last year's A maths notes about it. So i gave up.

Now i think i deserve a nice break :D

So i'm going to go do that right now.

Toodles.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

You say hello



Look! Its my new darling, and its in sexy red <3
Psst, E, don't be jealous kay! :X

Dad bought it for me last night. I'm happy :))

But i'm still not really used to it though, cos this phone's much wider and i cant type messages as fast like before. Its quite hard to hold on to, i've got to stretch my palm quite abit :( Other than that, its AWESOME :D

Today i also got back econs. The results were unexpected. I passed! Hehe so i'm really happy about it. Thank God for that!

Okay, now i'm gonna go back to exploring the new phone while waiting for E's reply.

WHERE ARE YOU? :(

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Sighh

Some random pictures when i was young :D




And the pictures taken when eating Swensens twice in a week :P





Got back a couple of papers today. In fact, its GP and Chem.

Flunked chem pretty badly. I know i didn't study hard ENOUGH. But somehow my heart's just in pain. I used to enjoy doing chem alot. ALOT! Now... I guess its different. Maybe i need to change the method i study :/

As for GP, i didn't do well enough for my expectations. But for now, i think its good already. I shall improve :)

Tomorrow i've got tennis training. And i'm so lazy to go for it can? :(

Actually, for this exam, i'm kinda mentally prepared for the worst. But haven't got a clue on how to get better you know? So it gets a little stressful here.

The promotional exams (aka promos) will be happening in 10 weeks.

Gonna study real hard! No procrastinating NAT!

Wish me luck okay :D

Oh and thank goodness my cousins went back to Jakarta already this morning. Or else there's no way that i can study at home with all the distractions.

So thank God for that.

But on the other side i miss them cos' they make me laugh. HAHAHA!

Okay this shall be an abrupt ending.

Monday, July 07, 2008

Special something

First of all this shall be a dedication to Joel
Happy birthdayy! :D

Haha, like i promised. Here it is. Hmm, i'll say you're a really really nice&awesome friend to talk to, especially when i'm really bored. And oh, you're a good listener too eh? Thanks for the motivation when i'm feeling pessimistic towards some stuff. Maybe next time if i'm rich i shall treat you to lots of jap food. That would be great wouldn't it? ;)

Its kinda sad that your school ends late today. But nevertheless, there's always a next year when maybe your school wouldn't end so late and you can celebrate it on the day itself ya?

Alright. I know you want to be more handsome, and you will be :P HAHAH!

Have a great birthday my friend! :)
***

Okayyyy! Today dad's gonna buy me a new phone. YAY YAY YAY! Finally i can get rid of that old one :X I'm still deciding on which one though, omg its actually soo hard to decide :(

And maybe my phone can be comparable, or even better than E's. But but, E's phone is soooooo much cuter :( Haha nevermind that. If i get to meet him soon, i want to play a game. And i will make sure i win it and make him take back all his words. Yes yes i shall do that. Watch out, E :P

Today, is also a holiday for me. And tomorrow i start school again. RAWR. I bet i'll be really tired for the whole of this week. Cos' i ain't used to waking up early anymore. Uh oh and that spells trouble. I don't wanna be late for school ._.

Haha so for now i'm gonna enjoy the rest of my day, and decide on a phone too.

Ciao~

Saturday, July 05, 2008

The cure to boredom

Hello! Today i shall post a more constructive entry i guess.

I'm in an elaborating mood today. Haha! Or maybe, when i don't elaborate its because i'm being lazy. Make sense doesn't it?

I realise, when i get bored, my mind starts running wild with tons of thoughts. I think its a bad habit i need to get rid of, lest i start annoying people.

So yesterday was pretty much boring. I actually walked to lot 1 to buy some chocolates that yew tee doesn't have. Only to find out that the chocolates i want is not there. One burst bubble.

Then i went to the bookstore cos i decided to buy myself a book. A little shocking eh? Haha. Cos i was being in an intellectual mood i guess :X And after that i found out the book i wanted was the last one in stock and its not in a good condition too so i had no choice but not buy anything.

See? Look at that! Isn't that a bad day or what? And it really doesn't help, especially when you are feeling really bored already. It almost killed me (not literally though)

Well it started to get better at night. Thanks to the tv. Then after that i went straight to bed. Nothing much to do, so i might as well sleep right?

Actually, i do have a few tasks to complete. But i shall be doing them later i think. Its project work! And i think by now if you read my blog often you will know, i'm not a big fan of it. I dread it.

Hmm, and today, i think i might go out just to look for the book.

I told E that, and he said it sounds nerd. How dare he spoil my mood?! Just kidding. Haha. Nerd shouldn't be the word to use. It should be intellectual instead. Because Nat the nerd sounds so... NERD! :( Being a dweeb is like social suicide. I wouldn't want that. Hahaha!

And guess what?! I'm FINALLY going to change my phone. Don't know which phone i should get :/ But, i think dad's gonna do that for me tomorrow. YAY. I'm going to be a happy girl tomorrow. Plus, mummy's coming back from Jakarta tomorrow too! So tomorrow equals really happy day for Nat that should be remembered :P

Alright, i'm going to go look for things to do to keep myself entertained throughout the whole day, like maybe, look for a new phone to buy ;)

Ciao!

Friday, July 04, 2008

Oh no

I did something not so good today. And for that i've agreed to doing something OMG-ish for 1 month.

p.s it won't be thrilling at all, at least not for me.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Hello people of the world

First, Happy birthday to Mummyyy&Ruyu! :)

Hahha, then today had PW workshop which is as usual, totally boring you know. So bored that i went doodling in the notes. HAHHA. Plus, it started soo early and i had to wake up soo early too x___x i'm still not used to waking up so early.

Mmmm, and oh, it might seem a little late if you see this, but Joel, good luck for the selection thing! You'll do great my friend! Believe in yourself k? :)

Hahaha, later on i'm meeting zc i think. Go playy :D

Okay its not later but.. NOWWWW! OMG. k bye :P

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

BACKKK

Wooh~ i think this is the best oral exam i've ever taken :D

Before oral, debbie and sophia were talking about quite alot of stuffs. Like oil and rice related issues. Pretty funny. Hahahha!

Honestly, i wasn't that nervous when i was waiting. Had that "Aiya heck care" attitude. Haha. Then when my turn came and i was reading the passage, my heart started beating real fast out of nowhere O______O Then suddenly i was okay again, normal mood. LOL.

And it came my turn. Mmm, i think i wasn't that fluent when i read the passage, little hiccups here and there. But overall i think its okay cos i only couldn't pronounce 2 words.

After that, its the conversation part. It was about mosquito breeding. Or sth like that :/ Managed to talk quite alot and was smiling the whole time. Haha! (Like, maybe that would work?)

Most importantly i believed in me :D And i think i did good. So there you go.

Then... On the way home, i still thought of the question and i realised i could have rambled on more. I mean i thought of more points that i could have answered with and it might be better.

Then i was like, Ohh dammit! :(

But its okay i guess. I must believe i did well :)

Well well.

Here i am, 2 hours away to an oral exam at 1.45pm which i am quite unprepared for, and i'm actually being happy-go-lucky about it. And that is good, in a certain way, cos' i wouldn't have to overthink stuffs and become nervous about it.

I have one good reason to be nervous. And that is my past experience. Oh gosh, last year, during o level orals i totally screwed it up. Horrible horrible experience. I'm praying hard it'll be different this time.

Mmm, about yesterday's post.. I have resolved issue #2, the only reason that came about was thanks to J also. Don't know whether that's supposed to be good/bad. But things are definitely on the right track now :)

My little "holiday break" is gonna come to an end soon. Its Wednesday already. Gosh, time does fly real quick.

To be honest, i am so not looking forward to the first week of school. Reason being, the results are going to be out, and i've no clue how its gonna turn out. Its like going to be a surprise or something. Kinda like opening Pandora's box. And that surprise, is actually gonna be nasty. And i'm not prepared for anything, at all.

Alright, i'm done here, for now.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

inevitability

I'm just gonna ramble random stuffs.

1. A secret isn't a secret if you give it away.
(Edi mentioned this on sunday, and i've given tons of thought to it)

2. Is it just me? Why is it that i feel that something's different now?
(4 words. My lips are sealed. If not i'd be contradicting the first statement.)

3. Joel really woke me up last night. Not literally.
(Its this one word called studies)

4. Shopping does not keep me satisfied, not anymore.
(Went shopping last weekend. On Saturday, and Sunday too)

5. I need answers.
(Where to get them? Are they on sale?)

6. I shouldn't think too much
(Yes, i really shouldn't)

Therefore, this concludes my post for today.