Monday, May 29, 2006

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happy

[new handphone!]


another one of my wishes granted (: yup, my dad bought a new handphone for me yesterday at plaza singapura after attending church in the morning. and whoa, i was so surprised that he really did. because when i asked for it the previous month, he refused so i told him i'll wait until the next month. i bought the sony ericsson w810i and i found it to be pretty cool, haha. actually, my sister also wanted a handphone for herself, but my dad said no to her. and yea she was like so upset and kept on complaining because she couldn't get it while i could get a new one.


after i bought my phone, my sisters, mum and i went to orchard to do some shopping, but we ended up on a shopping spree. lol, we bought loads of stuff and my hands hurt because of carrying all those stuff. practically we walked alot too, and made me really really tired last night.


and tomorrow i think there would be band practice for the tetra people, and the all of us have to memorise all four movements of phantom of the opera and i haven't really done that. plus there is also the e maths paper 2 retest tomorrow, and i also haven't started studying for it.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

drills @BN

[drills at bedok north]


okay now i'm currently so tired and completely exhausted after an afternoon of drills at bedok north. today we played the phantom of the opera, we had to memorise it and uhh i only memorised the first and second movements. grr.. i had to depend on hougang band's trumpetor guy (i think his name's an chun) he memorised the whole thing and gosh, his playing was so darn good. sigh i wish i could have those kind of stamina, i always break down somewhere in the middle, which is like bad.


and next week would be a hectic one for me, i'm having classes, plus for band we would be doing formations starting from next week, its going to be tough and i must have a higher level of endurance, much much higher than today. i mean today when we must hold up our instruments 90 degrees parallel to the ground, i couldn't hold it at that position for long, i mean, after a while it will 'drop'. i think i need tons and tons of practice, but there isn't much time left.


oh no.

Friday, May 26, 2006

layout change

[second post of the day]


by the way, i changed my layout because i got so sick of the previous one. i'm mesmerised by the flowery brushes, haha

june holidays

[the june holidays]


okay it was all a bad start to the june holidays, something happened in school, just something bad. i don't have the "holiday mood" like i used to have in the past, its all gone. *p-o-o-f*


and now i'm feeling quite upset about my results, even though i didn't fail any of the subjects. i ended up being 28th in class and 45th across the whole level, which is bad, just bad. although yes, i got this achievers letter thingy to inform my parents that when i came into regent i was only better than 17% of the cohort and now i'm ranked at 76% which is, to me, not good enough, and that letter was no big deal. the good thing though, is that i passed everything, including my most dreaded subject, chinese :))


my results wasn't very good either, but why? is it because i didn't study hard enough? or was it because i didn't pay enough attention to the teacher? i don't know but i think i gotta start planning to do something about my studies.


if you fail to plan, you plan to fail


this is what i have learnt from church and found it to be quite true actually. but now its like i have lost interest in god. i dont know why. although i still go to church every sunday, sometimes its that i actually don't feel like going anywhere. sigh. this could be retribution from god. i'm less commited to god now, unlike last year. i got better grades last year, when i was still enthusiastic about god.


okay enough of god for now, back to my plan. i plan to put down my goals and targets, well realistic ones of course and make sure i meet all of them by the end of this year. and during the holidays, i would want to try to finish up all my homework first before going out to play. in short, i want to have a balance between play and study, even though its the holidays, i can do some catching up within this short month. actually i think i wouldn't have enough time to do much stuff because of the many band practices i have to attend to prepare for opus (the band concert on the 28th of july) and there are about 600 tickets to sell. so yeah, if you want to come, do come and buy the tickets from me, heh ;)


plus there would also be a leadership camp from the 7th - 10th of june. i know its going to be really tough. so at the moment i think i shall go and start finishing up all my homework, before it starts piling up when we attend the holiday classes on the first week of june. argh this is madness! i forgot i also have to memorise the pieces of songs the tetra people (tetra's the name of the camp) have to memorise. and i don't think i have much time left.


also, i don't think you guys shall see me online very often during the holidays. my days on the computer shall be reduced greatly.


so during this year's june holidays, while others are having fun and playing, i shall be the hardworking one. i would want to catch up with my classmates on my studies, and i will!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

results

[exam results]


so er yea, i shall post my results up here.


english [paper 1] 41/60 [paper 2] 32.5/50
chinese [paper 1] 52/70 [paper 2] 39/100 [listening] 24/30
e maths [paper 1] 30/50 [paper 2] 13.5/50
a maths 42.5/80
chemistry 80/100 :)
physics 51/100
biology 61/100
social studies 19/30
history 16/25


i didn't do quite well as you can see, except for chemistry that is, i failed badly for e maths paper 2 and chinese paper 2. plus what i'm afraid of now is that i might have to meet the panel thingy because i won't be able to meet the targets. i hate those targets! it makes me feel so pressurized can.


i'm glad that there would be no school for us on friday because they had to compensate for that polling day. and tomorrow we would be having this post exam activity that requires us to know the correct cutleries to eat certain kinds of food, which is pretty interesting for me and the good thing is i won't be having lessons tomorrow. oh yay! however i would still have band practice and we would be having drills. i'm going to be so tired by the time i get home. sigh.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

exams are over

[exams: goodbye!]


today i had a maths. oh gosh it was half-terrible. because i could do a few of the difficult ones (which made me jump for joy!) however it was only a few. and i wasn't sure about my answers. enough of exams! ha!


so now i'm getting interested in making blogskins and uploading them to blogskins.com :) show some support? LOL. i'm off on a skin-making marathon. go me!

Monday, May 08, 2006

MATHS

[maths: so hard!]


happy birthday to desmond! (:


had e maths paper today. i didn't do both my papers properly. i'm unsure about everything, and i anyhow do both of the papers. argh! i'm so frustrated. and i still have the time to calculate, that i can lose about 13 marks for paper 1, and up to about 17 marks for paper 2. both papers are upon 50. i'm doomed. for maths that is. physics is another possibility.


someone help me!


and tomorrow i will be having history. it should be easy because only 2 chapters is tested. i might be slacking a little, naughty me :)

Friday, May 05, 2006

bio,SS

[hang in there]


today i had biology and the social studies paper. woke up at 4am just to study, its crazy alright. cos' i almost fell asleep while doing the paper, don't know why but i just couldn't concentrate on both papers.


i found that the both the biology and social studies paper would be a piece of cake-if only i had extra time to study! oh well its over, i shouldn't mull over it any second longer. i'm like hoping for the best because i wrote rubbish for the questions i couldn't answer in biology, and i just wrote irrelevant stuff for the essay question in social studies.


kill me.


i shouldn't have studied so hard, and i even ended up concentrating on the wrong chapters when studying. four more papers to go. and i still have to overcome physics! i must pass this time! and i know i must. plus i'm having e maths on monday, so i shall be going over to mac to get help from people.


god bless me. i shall be mugging again after i finished watching harry potter and the goblet of fire on dvd. cedric's so handsome, haha :)

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

chinesemye

[exams+studying=a crazy nat]


so today i had the chinese paper. paper one was okay i guess. cos' i wrote about 3 full pages. i broke my own record of the usual 2 pages. hah. but, paper 2 was terrible for me. i was writing crap, nothing but crap. and all i want is just a pass. i also had listening comprehension. and i couldn't understand the purpose of it. so ... i'm speechless.


and tomorrow i'll be having chemistry. its my favourite subject so i'm like hoping to get pretty well for it, and of course i will study hard for it. only for chemisty. the day after that i'm having biology and social studies! what a bad combination if you ask me. i'd rather have chemistry with social studies. i haven't even touched biology for revisions, plus i have not been paying attention in class. guaranteed to fail? i think so.


and now i would want to think what i shall do after the exams. i still have 8 more papers to take. go me! hah. i shall go start mugging now, and i think i won't be posting unless i have the time. so uh good luck everyone :)


should i go to mac to mug with the rest or be at home? hmm..