Friday, September 29, 2006

stress

[The preparations]


Only a few more days left to EOY and its like i'm getting easily frustrated over stuff and not to mention getting stressed up over every single thing!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~


So far i have studied a little of chemistry, biology and e maths. Gosh i still have a long way to go. But only a few days left until the exams start.


Anyway we took the Physics School-based Practical Assessment (SPA) and i think i'm getting a level zero for it. Reason being i don't really understand what is being investigated and i can't even set up the darn experiment properly! And i just drew a straight line across the whole graph with the axes and without even plotting the points. I wonder if its counted as a finished graph.. The last time there was the biology SPA and i think i failed it too.


Actually, i'm being banned from coming online but somehow i figured a way. Haha, i shall be off pretty soon to start studying again i think, wouldn't want to fail any of my subjects right? Especially the three sciences.


And all i have to do for this two weeks is to study hard and hang in there, because i know i can enjoy all i want after the exams. So i guess this will be the last time i post before the exams start. I shall come back when the exams are over.


Then i shall make a new layout i think.


Oh yea, this just came across my mind: Why is it that my sister does not want to study for her PSLE? She thinks she like a genious. But whatever. You reap what you sow! Ain't that right? So good luck to her (As if it could help) LOL! I know, i'm like so evil. *rolls eyes*


So i guess this is it for now. Don't have a clue on what else to say. But really, good luck everyone and work hard! Its just 2 weeks of working hard and it will all be over. Trust me.


Happy mugging!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

this sunday

[Being at home]


Okay here i am once again, blogging. Haha yea. I didn't go to church today, had to study at home, so i watched the live webcast of it.


Anyway its just about a week away to the exams and i still havent finished up most of my revision of any subjects. Its a good thing that i take history though. No offence to those who take geography but for history, we need not study so much for EOY. Hurray! Haha.


I'm still studying biology, and there's about 9 chapters. The chapter on the circulatory system's killing me i tell you. And i think there will be a physics test tomorrow on Work, Energy and Power. I hope i can make it through the EOY for Physics man. If not its going to be so over.


Chemistry's going to be a killer paper too, according to Ms Chew who said that it would keep us busy for the whole 2 and a half hours. Gosh i wish for an A in chemistry. Haha, maybe biology too. Actually my original plan was to study a chapter a day for each subject but now i don't think i can manage that. I mean, i don't have all the time in the world right?


Today i'm experiencing fast mood swings, according to Hong Wei. LOL! But i think its true also lah. Cos' one minute i was studying the chapter on nutrition for biology and i suddenly got really bored of it and came online. Then i went to cook fried rice and added spaghetti sauce to it. And that, is like totally crazy, right? But its not bad actually. Hehe


For now i shall try to go back to studying, or should i say mugging? I've got many more topics to cover. And i'm desperate for good results. There's tough competition being in this class. To emerge as one of the best, there's only one way- through determination, perserverance and hardworking-ness. Okay i'm off!


Good luck to those that would be mugging like me. *laughs like some madwitch*


P.S i've got a new obssession. With anime. Haaa. Syaoran from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle's is so darn cute can. Plus he's so sweet and determined. OMGGGG! I think i'm in love. *sighhhh*

Saturday, September 23, 2006

hehe

[EXAMS]


The worst thing happened yesterday to our class. Apparently our class had been broken into during the chemistry practical lesson in the lab, and quite a number of things were stolen. But some of the stuff were found. I really do hope that the culprit will get caught. There will always be a next time if there's a first time.


Anyway i also took oral and i was so damn nervous. And i had this stupid fake american accent :(


I don't know what to blog about. It's like so many things happened. I mean during my absence in band.


*sigh* I guess i shall be studying now. Shall blog when i can.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

ohyes

[Study plan]


"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail."


That's what people say, and i've decided that i will study a chapter each day of some of my subjects first to get a head start. I've already started with Biology and Chemistry and i've already completed 1 chapter, yay!


This is like the first time i've been soo hardworking. So i guess i've woken up already, and if i do not start studying now, i would be even more stressed up right?


Gosh, and i gotta stay away from being online too, though there's temptation. But i'll just come on to blog, haha. You know what, i am actually being banned from coming online, but whatever lahh.


So the conclusion is: I'm supposed to be studying whenever i can, so that i can get the good grades, and get to do anything i want. You get me?


I shall start studying again now, i'm supposed to be the "guai-kia"
*bursts into laughter*


Suddenly i've got this feeling that i miss my mum. *sigh* I remember the times we've had going shopping and all that before she got this job that requires her to go back and forth from Singapore to Jakarta.


Shall blog whenever i can, ciao.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

lols

[Be Strong!]


Note to self: I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressed.


*really long sigh*


Chemistry test tomorrow and i haven't studied. Anyway i had our very first EXCO meeting. Haha, i guess it went pretty well. I don't know what to blog about already, i gotta study!


I HAVE TO STUDY, FOR THE SAKE OF GOOD RESULTS :(

Monday, September 11, 2006

stress

[Now i know..]


Tomorrow i will be back for band no matter what. I can't let my section and juniors down, especially my batchmates.


Oh yea, the one-week holiday just ended and i can really feel the stress now. I mean, its like its 3 weeks away from the End-of-the-year-examinations and i haven't really studied deep into the subject. I don't know how i'm going to cope but i shall find a way. And i will find a way.


This is a really stressful situation i'm going through, and i hope that my friends will really have to understand me, and help me. Yes, i really need all the help i can get.


There would be a Social Studies test tomorrow and i have not studied for it, will do that later. And Chemistry on thursday. This term is really like so short and i can't afford to waste anymore time.


Oh yes about the prefect's camp for sec 2s in the chalet, i shall blog about it some time later. I took quite a number of pictures and have already uploaded it into the computer but i guess i'm quite lazy to put them up here so i shall do that when i want to *grins*


Well i think that's about it for today. I might not go online much now but i will try to blog and keep you people updated-well those who reads my blog.


Good luck to me, and to those who needs it.


One more piece of advice: Don't ever give up in everything that you do. Because you will realise that there are friends all around you waiting to help you, its just that you need to realise it.


I'm off.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

whats happening

[What's happening to me..?]


Gosh this few weeks has been pretty insane, wild and terrible. Yes terrible. I'm very tempted now to just spout out some @&#*. Grrr... I just don't know what's happening to me...


But i'm glad, i'm glad that there are people around me that cares for me, and are very concerned. I love all of them to death! :D


Thank you. I'm determined to get out of my terrible-but-crazy situation i'm going through. *Sigh*


Also, i'll be away for prefect's camp in changi chalet from tomorrow until wednesday. And on wednesday morning, the 3/9 people will be going back to school in the morning for chemistry lessons, and after that i shall go home and rest a while before i go back to school for band.


And for thursday and friday-i'm occupied with band. :( So i guess i'll have to finish my homework by today. I'm going to be bringing some of my books to study at the camp too.


I think i'll be really honest about it. I feel that now band is very dry to me. And it lacks the "fun" factor. Why am i thinking this way? Why?


Someone tell me why.

Friday, September 01, 2006

terrible

[TERRIBLE]


Someone help me! My life's in a total mess now :((