[the june holidays]
okay it was all a bad start to the june holidays, something happened in school, just something bad. i don't have the "holiday mood" like i used to have in the past, its all gone. *p-o-o-f*
and now i'm feeling quite upset about my results, even though i didn't fail any of the subjects. i ended up being 28th in class and 45th across the whole level, which is bad, just bad. although yes, i got this achievers letter thingy to inform my parents that when i came into regent i was only better than 17% of the cohort and now i'm ranked at 76% which is, to me, not good enough, and that letter was no big deal. the good thing though, is that i passed everything, including my most dreaded subject, chinese :))
my results wasn't very good either, but why? is it because i didn't study hard enough? or was it because i didn't pay enough attention to the teacher? i don't know but i think i gotta start planning to do something about my studies.
if you fail to plan, you plan to failthis is what i have learnt from church and found it to be quite true actually. but now its like i have lost interest in god. i dont know why. although i still go to church every sunday, sometimes its that i actually don't feel like going anywhere. sigh. this could be retribution from god. i'm less commited to god now, unlike last year. i got better grades last year, when i was still enthusiastic about god.
okay enough of god for now, back to my plan. i plan to put down my goals and targets, well realistic ones of course and make sure i meet all of them by the end of this year. and during the holidays, i would want to try to finish up all my homework first before going out to play. in short, i want to have a balance between play and study, even though its the holidays, i can do some catching up within this short month. actually i think i wouldn't have enough time to do much stuff because of the many band practices i have to attend to prepare for opus (
the band concert on the 28th of july) and there are about 600 tickets to sell.
so yeah, if you want to come, do come and buy the tickets from me, heh ;)plus there would also be
a leadership camp from the 7th - 10th of june. i know its going to be really tough. so at the moment i think i shall go and start finishing up all my homework, before it starts piling up when we attend the holiday classes on the first week of june. argh this is madness! i forgot i also have to memorise the pieces of songs the tetra people (tetra's the name of the camp) have to memorise. and i don't think i have much time left.
also, i don't think you guys shall see me online very often during the holidays.
my days on the computer shall be reduced greatly.so during this year's june holidays, while others are having fun and playing, i shall be the hardworking one. i would want to catch up with my classmates on my studies, and i will!