HAppybday

{Happy Birthday!}

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TO EDI MEI!(:

Erm yeah

{Can you believe?}




I'm in sec 4 already! Yeah. Time passes so quick, without you even knowing that.


Now i'm still piled up with tests and all that. And guess what? I passed my physics test of MCQ with 24/40. While others are getting like what? 28++ Which goes to show that my standard is wayy below so many others.

Plus i'm still trying to work hard, and study even more. But somehow i am thankful that i have the time to play around and relax a little. I really want good results.

By the way, i think i am deciding to go to a Polytechnic instead of a Junior College. And i am thinking of getting in to Singapore or Ngee Ann Polytechnic's MASS COMMUNICATIONS course. I find it really interesting, and thats it.

The dilemma now is which one i shall be choosing to go into. Any recommendations anyone?

The untitled

{The Untitled}



I don't wanna speak in circles, but i don't have much of a choice. Actually i wanted to be direct and just let this "matter" out of my heart, it really seems impossible. I'm very prepared to say it out at any time. That "BUT..." is hindering me. And i'm afraid that i'll be even more .... (youdontneedtoknow)

BUT I JUST CAN'T DO THAT

COS' OF THE WAY YOU TREAT ME.
its different, very very different.

Erm busy!

{So BUSY!}



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEI SI& WAN YU!

I'm like living in hell-ish times or something. Like yesterday was the only day i watched tv. No exaggeration, really.

And there's so many tests coming up and all that. I'm practically buried in books once i come home from school. So nerdy! *EWWWWW* But i don't have a choice. Ohh well.

Many stuffs happened over the last week in band, like the cca orientation, and SYF rehearsal, and i think it went okay. At least we didn't screw up, right? There's some photos too, which you can check out at Suhaila's blog.

So yeah, today i shall have to be studying for my physics test tomorrow, with 16 chapters, but its all MCQ questions. (It seems its like no big deal, i haven't been scoring well so i'm very very afraid i'll fail)

Oh yah, you know what? My Dad surprised Edi with a W850i phone. She's pleasantly surprised and i'm happy for her. And yes, i do admit i'm jealous only because she has a one Gigabyte memory stick. Like what the hell lah. I want that too!

Going crazy?

{Going crazy?}



Yeah, i am going to the state of crazy-ness again. Uh oh. And there's quite alot of homework, tests, band practices to-be too.

I'm going to be quite busy for a while. I don't even know whether i can have chances like this to come online and just surf around the net.

I only hope that i can have more time. Its just wishful thinking on my part lah, i know.

I MUST LEARN HOW TO MANAGE MY TIME!

Orientation's a few days away and the trumpet section will be meeting up tomorrow so that we can do some decorations for our booth. We plan to make it quite outstanding from the rest *evil grin*

I shall be off to do my stuff and homework now. I have chinese and biology homework that's wayy overdue.

Now when nat is in this kind of state, it would do you good if you don't irritate or annoy her. Or else you'll just have to end up seeing the nasty/evil/whateverblah side of me.

Thankyouverymuch.

(Only a few more days left to the SYF rehearsal. I do hope that we won't screw up anything.)

WTH

{I GIVE UP!}



See that? Its in CAPITAL LETTERS! If you didn't notice. Yah, you can tell, i'm pissed off. And as usual i won't state what i'm angry about, nor will i list the details.

Maybe some of you reading will know what i'm angry about, and will say "You have no right to be angry, blah blah blah." Like whatever. I don't give a damn and there's nothing you can do about it.

Complain it to others, just complain (like its what you guys do best, i can do that too. In fact i've been doing that non-stop) Whatever you guys say/do doesn't affect me no longer. I shall do what i want to do. I don't know whether i am right or in the wrong. But i feel actually its that nobody's giving in,

both parties are at fault!

I tried to do what i can for a month already, and it seems that its all no use. So i shall leave it that way, all the way, until i graduate.

Yeah wait until i graduate, i'll be the happiest! But i'm glad i made some really great friends. I certainly will miss them lots.

Just to tell you guys first, i know i ain't popular and i don't care about what you guys think about me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. But its ultimately up to you whether you want to give way or not.

I'M GIVING UP!

(There's no vulgarities, yet. I'm keeping my anger in control)

camp

{The camp-reflections!}



It was actually fun and pretty interesting, i liked the activities lah,

BUT!

The part when it was raining at night and it flooded the tents and all that, it is what i hated the most. All the mud and bull frogs croaking away, sounding like motorbike's engines. The camp would be so perfect and memorable if it wasn't for that. And how can the monsoon season be on January, its so wrong!

DISGUSTING!

I tell you, on the first night it wasn't that bad, i mean, what's a little bit of mud on yourself right? So i endured all of that until.. The second night cos' things got a little uncomfortable for me and i managed to convince Mr Zahed to let me go home. The reason being, i was having my period and there were stains and all that blah blah blah, you get my point. So there, it was very very uncomfortable for me and i couldn't stand it anymore. (And pardon me for those boys that are actually reading this, from this you know that Nats is a very direct person, who would want to speak in circles?) Okay back to the camp.

Day 1
We reported to school as usual, and i was excited for the camp, don't ask me why. And when we reached there we were divided into groups within our classes with the odd index numbers in a group and the even ones in another. I was in group 18, with Adeline, Riha, Aisyah, Med, Wen Jun, Vanessa, Qiu Yan, Shi Hui, Wen Yan, Lin Qing, Yan Hong, Yi Siew, Liang Le, Ai Lin, Raunaq, Teng Wei, Edwin, Amir, Wei Yang, and Jian Rong. With instructor/trainer Azil aka Brazil (which we nicknamed him singing the Brazil anthem or something) And i also found out i lost my phone!! I wasn't panicking and kept calm okay, cos' it didn't matter that much as i brought out my old Nokia 3100 phone aka glow-in-the-dark phone. So luckily, thanks to someone that gave me this advice, i really thank you! With the help of Mdm Pang and Mr Zahed it was found and put in school at the General Office.

First we had to set up our tents to put our belongings into, however there wasn't enough green tents so the rest of 4/9 and sec 5s got to sleep in the dome tents which, according to the instructors, were much much better than the green ones. But they were so wrong! Cos' in the night when we went back to our tents we discovered that those with dome tents was flooded. Those with green tents was soo dry can. By the way my tentmates were Aisyah and Riha :) So yeah, back to day 1 again.

After pitching up our tents we went to play games which is sort of like station games. Our first was the rock climbing wall along with some other classes. I tell you, Riha's a great great climber!

And then it was this swimming game when we have to swim for a short distance and come back to the beginning to squeeze the water out of your hair and fill up a 500ml bottle.

After that it was golf and i found out it was more than just swinging the golf club and hitting the ball. Med was the best in our group in this game. She was so pro lahh.

For the last game it was at the basketball court where we had to go and pitch a dome shaped tent up -blind folded. It was the whole group but we cheated cos' i could see through my blind fold. Then the group had to stand on this sheet thingy then try to overturn it without anyone's feet touching the group.

At night after dinner we had to do a night walk in the forest which was so lame. It was just walking around the forest blind folded, nothing else.

Then when it was supposingly to be our showering time, Riha, Aisyah, Wan Yu, Jas Low, Med, Wen Jun and i decided that we would bath much much later, at 3am. And the toilet floor was dirty with loads of mud. We were in our tents and when we were going to fall asleep it started to rain and our tents started to flood again but in my tent we didn't bother and just continued to sleep until 3am to take our shower.

After showering, we (Aisyah, Riha and i) found that our tent was already starting to collapse so we moved into Sakinah's tent and thats when i know that their tents were so bloody dry! Like what the hell lah, so we slept in there and managed to sleep quite well until around 6.45am then we made our way to report to the basketball court for breakfast.

Day 2
The Amazing Race! -Fun fun fun! I loved it so much! Very different from the other amazing races i've participated in. This one was really amazing! We set off at 9.30, having a pictorial clue going to esplanade first and running all the way. We had to find out how long was the bridge. It was 300m long, and a lucky guess! *laughs*

Next stop it was the Jalan Besar Stadium which i never heard of and luckily Raunaq knew where it was so we managed to get there too. The task we had to complete there was easy, we had to form 20 words using "Jalan Besar Stadium" so it didn't take too long to complete.

Next, we had to go to Kallang's no signboard restaurant. We took the Mrt to Kallang then boarded the bus 11 only to find out there were another 2 teams on the bus. It looked like the bus was actually filled with us Regent students. Lol! When we reached there we chionged all the way there to the riverfront where we had to build up our own raft with 2 PVC pipe and 4 rubber floats. This time, Wei Yang was really good at tying up the ropes. Qiu Yan, Teng Wei, Raunaq, Jian Rong, Edwin, Aisyah, Amir and Wei Yang completed this task of rowing our very own raft into a distance at the river/sea and collecting a ziploc bag with our group number in it.

After that we were given this clue whereby there was a 24-hour bookdrop. I managed to figure out it was the National Library cos' the places where we had to go to were all in town. So we went there and we were supposed to complete this task that requires us to find the chinese phrase "to put one's talent to work" or something like that. It didn't took long cos' we had higher chinese students Lin Qing and Yan Hong with us. On the way there was so funny as we took the correct bus from the wrong side and when Med realised that we all just got off the bus so suddenly, to get to the other side of the road to catch the bus. And luckily again, it was on the way here already, we didn't have to wait.

Then the next stop which Med and Ade figured out-the NAFA building at Bencoolen St. There we had to form our instrustor's name with the use of our bodies. Ade, Riha and I formed the "A" of Azil, it was very funny. Then we had our lunch there at a coffee shop, and i ate instant noodles.

After that we proceeded to Somerset where we had to act cute in front of 10 passer-bys. In the end we acted cute in front of the other team and some passer-bys going up the escalator. That made the other group angry as we were supposed to do it one by one instead of all doing it together and to another group. We didn't care too much about it and proceeded on.

Next was Wisma Atria which we had to find out how many shops were in it. Med, Ade and Qiu Yan ran first to the information counter to ask and when the rest of the group were going down the escalator they already got the answer of 94 and were going up the escalator. It was quite funny as we looked like we were playing with escalators.

For our last station was Newton Circus, with this information Ade and I got from Jieson. Lol! Sort of cheating lah. There, we had to look for some food pricings of Singapore's famous dishes.

And we proceeded back, coming back 15 minutes late, a little faster than other groups. At least we managed to complete all stations. Although i was so tired because we kept on running, i was glad we finished up the game.

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After that, we were informed last minute that we had to perform something for the camp fire later on. Many of our moods was already getting bad and was not "high". It started raining heavily and i started to freeze. The very long long path to our campsite was also starting to flood with bull frogs croaking away with some worms too that stuck onto my leg. How disgusting was that?!

During the camp fire i started to get cramps again and it got soo unbearable for me. Like i was having a mood swing or something. Something you would call PMS-ing. Yeah. Then the campfire performance was sucky cos' some of us more moody ones complaining about the tents and the rain was hiding away at the back of the rest.

Then i went to plead with the teachers to let me go home as i was getting really uncomfortable and all that, i really hated that feeling of being all wet and cold with dirt all on my legs and body.
I managed to convince them and i dragged loads of people to accompany me to my tent to get my stuff as i was so afraid of the bull frogs and all that. When someone screamed it would trigger off a chain reaction of screaming. And i was screaming and jumping all the way back to the tents and back to find Mr Zahed and go home.

I was really relieved when i reached home. Like finally! I was so so relieved and back into my comfort zone of home. I took a really long bath and washed up, tnen i went to sleep. I think once i lied down i was straightaway put to sleep, waking up at 10am this morning.

I shall go collect my handphone from school now, and its still raining since last night non-stop. Argh!

I'm so bloody cold and freezing. And thank you for reading this very very long post. It takes loads of patience. I took 3 hours to get this out mind you!

Overall i give this camp a 6/10. Activities are a 10/10 except for the night walk and a 10/10 for Azil, my group instructor. Such a cool, simple and nice guy. Lol!

It was definitely a memorable camp, the mud and all that was actually great first-hand experience for me.

Away, camping

{Away, camping}



From tomorrow until friday, and we'll be released only at 11.30am on friday. BAH.

I do hope i have fun in camp! I've got so many things to buy later on.

Anyway we were released from band early today, don't know the reason why but yeah i'm happy about it. Happy that the band didn't fall in late too. Keep up the good work people.

So yup. Assembly today was soooo boring. We had a talk by the principal and i actually fell asleep =.=, i was also unable to do the questions of the E maths test, i didn't know how to do 98% of it but i tried to fill up the blanks with some crap, hoping to get some marks.

OHHHH YAH! My cousin (jessica aka jeje) got into REGENT! I'm happy for her that she passed the test that Regent gave her! *jumps for joy*

And they took forever just to inform her.

Another day at school

{Another day at school}



Today school starts at 8.30am, so the feeling was pretty wierd stepping out of my house slightly later in the morning and i can feel that there are people staring at me. Lol, who cares?

On wednesday, the whole school would be going for camps at different locations until friday if i'm not wrong. The sec 4s and 5s would be going to CDANS. And we'll be sleeping in tents-yuck! I hate sleeping in tents. Especially when it rains, i tell you its terrible okay. I don't think i will be able to sleep. But i have to survive two nights in it along with 3 other people. Oh well.. The good thing is that we'll be grouped according to classes so it isnt too bad. The only problem is that i heard that many people don't want to go for the camp. No matter what, i will be there. I got this feeling that it could be fun.

Today's english lesson was fun too - for aisyah, riha and i of course. Because we managed to complete this puzzle in the fastest time, earning lollypops for each of us and it was quite hard okay! But really fun! *grins*

However there will be an E maths test tomorrow on circle properties which we learnt during the extended lessons during the last holiday. I will have to study for it tonight, i want to score well for this time.

I am very worried about the many tests that i will have to take. And its on sec 3's topics. I don't know whether i am able to pass physics. *sighhhhhhh*

So yeah. This is the life i will be having right now. Spending less time on the computer and more on my studies instead. Afterall its a very important year, its worth it sacrificing my time on the computer, it takes loads of discipline though. Sometimes i am just so tempted to turn the computer on and just watch the plenty videos on youtube for entertainment's sake.

And yes, i changed my layout to this one which caught my eye while browsing blogskins.com, i am too lazy to make a new one because my photoshop's down and i am unable to find inspiration to make my own one. So i guess i have to make do with this one temporarily. By the way, i customised/edited it into my very own style! I call it the n-a-t way of taking other people's work and editing it to make it more suited to me. So now its uniquely mine-in a way, heh. Its pretty surprising, but yeah, black's one of my new favourite colours *gasp*

Omg omg omg! Did i tell you guys that Wentworth Miller is HOT! (F.Y.I he's that guy from Prison Break)

Still can't believe that i'm in secondary 4 already. Time passes so quick, they say. And its true.

The new me

{The new me}



Firstly, a very

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE& YE SHENG!

This year, i think i've really really grown up. And sad to say, i hate boys from xxx. Wait a minute, there's nothing to be sad about actually. Uh huh. Don't ask me why they just suck.

Today i had band in the morning and yeah, the band was late in falling in for 9 minutes and for every minute that they're late they would have to do 5 push ups. So that would be 45 in total.

After they went we had to do the push ups too okay. And i did 165 of them today! (Not continuous lah, if not i'll die) Its fun :P Okay just kidding. Its so not fun punishing yourself.

So there. I'll go study now, i want good results for my O levels!

First day at school

{First day at school}



For my sister. Many people told me i look like her. Haha! Maybe we can be twins cos' she's going to be as tall as me very soon :(

I want to grow taller please! At least a 165cm *grins*

So yeah today the prefects were all doing the orientation for the sec 1s and i must say this batch is quite co-operative but not that enthusiastic, unfortunately.

And therefore the orientation wasn't that successful in my opinion. There wasn't much time to boost some morale. But somehow it worked out for those spontaneous classes.

So there you have it. By the way the homework i've finished are: english newspaper articles, social studies, a maths worksheet and bits of chemistry and e maths. I don't think i have the mood to do the chinese homework.

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Oh yeahh. I don't know what's been happening to me. It's like last night i wasn't able to sleep until 4am after tossing and turning around for hours and ages.

It has been happening many times recently, and i am only able to sleep until i turn on the bedside lamp. I always got this feeling that there is someone in my room. It's a little exaggerating i know, but yeah this is happening to me.

In the day, i'm not tired at all though, even though i slept for less than 3 hours. I'll only have slight headaches and i won't feel sleepy at all. Very wierd right?

Is it because i am thinking too much? Or is it becoming a sleep disorder? Cos' its been happening too many times.